It Must Have Been Love

Isk...my eldest sister makin lama makin kasi susah itu tagged...but CHALLENGING is my nick name. Ho Ho Ho...dont quit. Belum cuba belum tahu, Sudah cuba hari-hari mau. XD wehehehehe

COPY & PASTE TIME!!!

It Must Have Been Love

I must have gotten people wondering just by looking at this entry's title.

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. You must write that song name down NO MATTER HOW silly it sounds.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal/blog.

Here goes nothing...

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” … you say?
~ Out of Control (by MOVE...japanese rock/pop star)

2. How would you describe yourself?
~ Passion (by se7en)

3. What do you like in a girl/guy?
~ Forever With You (by Big Bang)

4. How do you feel today?
~ Heavenly Days (by Yui A. PV [Koizora])

5.What is your life’s purpose?
~ In The End (by Linkin Park), Numb (by Linkin Park)

6. What is your motto?
~ Blast My Desire (by MOVE...japanese rock/pop star)

7. What do your friends think of you?
~ Best Friend (by MMV)

8. What do you think of your parents?
~ I cant find the right one for this question...

9. What do you think about very often?
~ Arigatou (by KOKIA)

10. What is 2 + 2?
~ My Treasure (by Japanese singer...I cant read his name coz I get it from MTV)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
~ Best Friend (by MMV)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
~ All Of Me (by Varsity)

13. What is your life story?
~ All Good Things Come To An Ends (by MMV)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
~ Study Abroad (by Xing), Gotta Go My Own Way (by High School Musical)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
~ Feel Your Love (by Jady in MMV), I Love You But (by Jeremy Thurber), Loveless (by MMV)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
~ OMG...I totally cant find whats in my mind...>.<

17. What will they play at your funeral?
~ Goodbye Days (by Yui)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
~ Breaking The Habits (by Linkin Park)

19. What is your biggest fear?
~ Loveless (by MMV)

20. What is your biggest secret?
~ Cant find the suitable one...

21. What do you think of your friends?
~ Friends Forever (by Spice Girls)

22. What will you post this as?
~ It Must Have Been Love (by Roxette)

Hantam sjaaa....So hard to find very suitable one since I dun have many songs in my comp...hahahaha. ^^ Anyway...hope you guys enjoy reading it...

A Friend Has Relationship Problems

A Friend Has Relationship Problems...

Im here to share something that I seldom done before because not everyone want their relationship to have 3rd party or like people "campur tangan" their problems. Usually every couple out there will always solve their own problems but my friend that I know for...I think 6 months already if not mistaken. She share everything to me and...well Im very "kesian" her because she has a boyfriend who is always get drunk, go pub, and etc. Everytime public holiday such as like Christmas Day, New Year, and etc...The guy dint invite her go out celebrate together but go out with friends instead. Its so weird...I been asking myself about this guy. "Why his friends more important than his girlfriend?" There are still many questions but Im going to share a story that happen on saturday night, 7th Feb.

On that night...my friend was going out with her mum trying to find where his boyfriend is. She tells me that she been trying to call her boyfriend but dint get any answer at all. =.=" why like that one ar...so stupid guy. Then, she go this place called "Sky Bar" where her boyfriend is in there with...friends and his k-moi. My friend keep asking me wanna go in or not. I tell her the straight answer...go in. Well...she did and saw something that she dont wanna see at all. She tells me she saw her boyfriend and his k-moi holding hands together. BOOM!!! BUSTED!!! Well...If Im her...Im totally hurt that time. One weird part is she still smiling. Probably trying to get rid of the pain she just saw. I was in Internet Arena playing Call Of Duty 4. I get addicted to play it because this game require better skills to play it. Not like Counter Strike...=.=" Rush and always head shot and you win. But the game I play is different. Hahaha...okay back to story (Sorry about it). When I reach home...I call her asking what happen after she goes in the Sky Bar. She tells me everything. Im only got 3 words in my mind (OMG!!!). Then I think about it...why her boyfriend like that? So weird...She tells me she wanna break up with her boyfriend but her boyfriend cant let her go. I tell her a guy who cant let you go means he really really really really LOVE you so so so much. Even her mom tells her to give him "ANOTHER" chance...AGAIN. Lolz...this guy been given so much chances but still the same. On Sunday, my friend's "abang angkat" suggest her to meet her boyfriend and discuss everything. Tell him how her feel when she saw what happen last night. She did discuss with it and the guy been given "ANOTHER" chance...AGAIN to change himself. I dont know what conversation they have but I only know what decision she make. She wanted to break up but susah settle if her boyfriend cannot let her go. Probably scared something bad happen since her boyfriend WAS a bad person last time. Jenis suka bergaduh lar i mean...I did tell her if she still love her boyfriend give him another chance. Why not right? How bad is the guy also will change because of his mistakes. Even so many chances given already. If still love each other...why waste it? I can tell that this friend of mine totally "TOUGH". 0.o...everything she been through...is mostly bad situation. Totally honor her.

Now she waiting result from her boyfriend. The result she was talking about is the guy change his life style. Im not gonna say what kind of life style. "After few days then the guy will find her again." This part totally make me MAD!!! Why want few days??? Why cant change immediately??? YOU ARE A MAN...you should be able to handle it. You should be able to change yourself within one day. Girlfriend already hurting while discuss about her feeling but still need few days to change. CHANGE lar now...you already so LUCKY to have a girl that gives you so so so many chances. She still love you again even how bad you are. Apa lar...umur besar dari saya otak masih budak. Damn it...I tot im the one have a small brain...Cant believe this guy even worst than me. =.=" sohai kia...really kanasai. Super LUCKY already to have a girlfriend that love you even you are bad person last time, giving you so many chances to change yourself, and always find you when she need you. BUT...what you do??? HIYOOO...you dint treat her good. Sometimes I wish I meet this guy and wanna shout in front of his face and say "STUPID!!!!". Seriously...=.=

If I follow my feeling I would give my friend an answer to break up so that I can flirt her. Well...to tell the truth I do have feeling on her but I dont want to become "couple breaker who only think about his/her own goods"...I got sad also telling her to give this guy another chances. Yalar...sure sad lar because no chance to flirt her ma. But why not...better help them then become "couple breaker who only think about his/her own goods". As long as my friend happy...Im happy also. There is no way I wanna break them up so that I can flirt her. I even support this boyfriend of her because the guy got some same commons with me especially "cant let her go" that part. I still cant let go of my past relationship...Its still haunted me everytime I sleep. I keep dreaming about it everyday. That's why I hard to get enough sleep everyday. Mesti terbangun every 1-2 hours. But...past is past. I must keep moving forward. How big is the wall is I will always break through it.

Well actually I know what will happen already since I use "something"...Im not gonna tell what and how. But if I use "it"...I would end up so so so so tired because I dont need anything to activate "it". I just nid my own energy...I been using it for my own goods but I do fail a lot. Hehehe...only can success very very seldomly. ^^

Well anyway...I wish my friend and her boyfriend have better relationship. I wish them be happy together and I wish this "stupid guy" will REALLY change himself to better person. If only know using fist as a solution to all problems...I'll make you pay it worst in the future. Fighting is not a solution to all problems. I know lar you are "taiko"...but things will change. Everyone will change either good or bad. If you are "taiko"...settle every problems yourself lar. Name of "taiko" but has a brain of peanuts. Be smart and discuss peacefully...There will always some problems in anything you do even in relationship. Sure will happen like this...nothing free in this world. You want better relationship? You have to sacrifice something equal to it.

Okay...that's all for my share. I hope everyone enjoy reading and gives some comments. Please help me lar...I help people no one help me. Kesian la me...XD whehehehehehehe just kidding. Im just glad and happy I able to help someone. Even it hurts me too. Terpaksa tutup itu feeling and help her. hahahaha...

Answering Tag~

RULES:
Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you wish are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, tag 5 people to do the same test~

Copy and Paste time...XD hehehehe everything are my honest answers. Its what you want in your life right? So whats wrong sharing it anyway? hahahaha...Everyone have dreams too. ^^

I really really do miss someone right now.
I love to cook but lazy. (lolz)
I really do want a lot a lot of money.
I wear glasses most of the time and seldom on contact lens.
I love to play games. (Any games that excited me)
I love to do sexy dance. (wakakakakka)
I can jumper very high.
I am very lazy right now.
I am millionaire.
I love to sing.
I can play any instruments.
I can play guitar every well.
I can play piano professionally.
I want cute, sexy and pretty girls.
I want girlfriends.
I love girls.
I love gays.
I make love with gays.
I kill someone.
I save someone.
I can dance very well.
I can do backflip.
Breakdance is my life.
I can drift my avanza.
I want to go Japan and Korea.
I love japanese and korean foods.
I have short and less hair.
I have long hair.
I have japanese hair style.
I am totally smart.
I want caring, understanding, and loyal special girlfriend.
I am very very intelligent.
I believe honesty brings the best policy. (Yaaa...!!!)
I broken someone heart before. (>.< sorry...)
I have been in threesome. (wakakakkaakak)
I have casino in singapore. (huiyoo...kaya kaya)
I am who I am.
I have a hidden talent. (ehem ehem)
I couldn't survive without money, wallet, handphone, glasses and strength.
I am currently single and available. (LoL)
Sometimes I am troublemaker.
I have a lot of friends.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I love to shop. (Yaaaa...!!!)
I am professional dancer.
I can breakdance exactly same like Bboy Baek using left handed.
I love japanese and korean girls.
I want to have special girlfriend.
I have handphone.
I love sex. (Lolz...who doesn't? Alien ka u? XD wakakaaka)
I want cute and pretty cosplay girlfriend. (hehehehhe)
I believe in God.
I believe everyone have their own powers.
I have powers.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have cute and pretty special girlfriend.
I want to have special girlfriend that understand me very well.
I want to change myself.
I am very hard head most of the time.
I love to chat.
I would die for my best friends.
I am very traitorous sometimes.
I hate betrayal.
I love to watch AXN, anime, and manga.
I am happy at this moment.
I am fast learner.
I spend ridiculous money on online games.
I play World of Warcraft.
I wanna make love with two pretty and sexy girls. (LoLz...this is too much..wakakakakakka)
I work in cafe before.
I love kisses. (Im a good kisser...ehem...LoLz!!!)
I am on diet.
I am in combat training.
I can do many stunts.
I can run like ninja.
I want to make love. (who can tahan not doing it anyway...LoLz)
I can do kagebunshin no jutsu.
I have sharingan.
I have many clothes that I dont want.
I have 6 earrings.
I love piercing.
I have 6 packs.
I can run like cheetah.
I love kung fu.
I learn ninjutsu before.
I can do wing chun.
I have wings.
I believe the bright side of the death.
I believe in immortality.
I believe on ghosts.
Bad people live longer but good people die fast.
I can lift up big truck.
I make love with chinese artists before.
I don't know why I'm doing this things.
Many girls hate short guys like me.
I have happy life.
I have complicated life.


Okay...that's all. XD wahahahahha still got many tu but I totally no ideas already.


5 more people/ bloggers to tag:-
1. Jennifer (my eldest sister)
2. None
3. None
4. None
5. None

Hiya...see...only 1 person can tag every tagged things. T.T susah ooo...

Clubbing Day In The Bed

Yoo~~ hehehe...Now Im going to talk about saturday night where my friends and I go clubbing in The Bed. Well...its been so long I dint go clubbing so why not...lets have a try again. Hmmm...Im gonna admit that this kind of thing totally different experiences. Ok jugak lar...but...the songs totally not my type. Totally no mood to dance coz the songs are different. Actually Im in hip hop world where there are rhythm and beats going on. But clubbing...more to trance, DJ and stuffs. So...yea, totally different. Its nice to have this experience but must always extra careful if not your value might snatch by other people without notice. Today quite crowded...well saturday night mimang lar many people. Hahaha...all got angpao again. I go in free coz my friends got open chivas. So free masuk loh...XD hehehe

I been trying to bring myself to the dance floor but...the songs...totally...not...for...me. =.=" I totally duno what kind of dances I want to perform. Terpaksa sit quietly and watch LENG LUIs dancing. Wah...cantik tu cantik lar but if you touch them mimang their BF boom you~ Hahahaha...But still ok lar. This experiences are very very very seldom to get. Its a new things also. Dont addicted ok liao...Last time I was addicted when I go Razz Ma Tazz but now...I CAN CONTROL liao~ XD hehehe...go there mimang boleh release stress if nothing bad happen lar. ^^

But got one part lar...TOTALLY make me almost puke. Uwekkzz...I CANT believe there are GAYs beside our table. OH MY GOD!!! They are KISSING in front of our table. Damn It...Mo Muntah!!! Uweekkzzz...lucky there's a girl doing sexy dances. Boleh jugak ubah focus. Hiyooo...This is the only worst part ever happen on me. Jauh2 ok lar...nie pulak dekat2. Totally Mao LitZ ooo....diaoo~~ =.="

The best parts? HoHoHo...of coz lar...pretty ladies, sexy ladies, n CUTE ladies. So many chinese girls yg small small and cute cute. @.@" I rili cant take my eyes of those kind of girls. SMALL & CUTE...MT MOST FAVORITE TYPE OF GIRLS. XD hehehe when they dance...hmmm ok lar. Cuci mata jugak...For pretty ladies n sexy ladies, well...ok oso lar but totally not for me lar coz...IM SHORT LAR!!! They all tall tall~~ Im the one not their type...lolz sad oso lar somestimes. But with my body now I thanks to God for giving me quick Reflex & Legs. I cant run FASTER anytime but I lack of stamina. Hahahha so embarrassing...XD

Overall...I give it 7 out of 10. Lost 2 points coz of the GAYS. Lost 1 point for unable to dance. Hahaha...XD Good Experiences anyway...Learn a lot too. ^^ So thanks for reading this post. hahaha Anything just share lar...^^

Happy Chinese New Year

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

To All My Friends,

Happy Chinese New Year on monday 26th Jan 2009. The Year of Ox. Mooo~~ Mooo~~~ XD hehehe wish everyone happy, enjoyable in this year especially those who in a relationship..^^ and good luck! Wish you all get many ang pao that you wanted...^^ hehehe...many money inside la I mean. wakakakakakak not only ang pao...inside the ang pao is important...XD hehehe

Well...that's all.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. Ox Year!!!

My Life Turns Out To Be Worst

Yooo~~ ^^ See my title? hehehe well...I also totally speechless when I know about it. I thought I was able to protect myself but...its seem that I already got "hit". After I knew about it...I try hard thinking about since when I get "hit"? Why do I get "hit"? After 3 days straight of thinking about it...I still fail to find the answer. Hehehe...then I ask myself about my future. What will happen if Im not "cure"? Can I be "saved" again? Can anyone out there totally able to "cure" me? Still no answer...only God knows it. Hehehe ^^ well Im totally sad. Its really hard to know whether you will "cure" or not if you dont even realize you got "hit" already for so long. I dont even know how long already but...I already got into really bad shape. Now I still thinking how to "cure" myself. I feel like no one dare to help me...but Im glad there still someone try their best to help. But...the only one know about his/her situation is yourself. Well...I just realize about it. I hope its not too late to get "cure". And I also hope Im fully cured...I already suffering because of my mistakes especially in love life but that can be changed. Most important is how to "cure" myself? If I cant be "saved"...In the future...Im totally...well...get into worst situation. More pain and suffering is waiting. I dont want that. I want to go Singapore and work there. Earn more money to earn a living. To earn my own life...not depending on my parents. Been trying so hard to think all the solution but still fail. I wondering why...WHY?! damn it...

I will never forgive those selfish and irresponsible people in my life anymore. I been so merciful to those bad people out there. I even help them to solve their problems but what I get is NONE. All I get is BETRAYAL!!! Now its time for merciless heart. I will no longer show mercy to bad people. Not even a little bit mercy. Well unless he honestly change himself to be good people. XD hehehehe

My life turns out to be worst because...well...its truly hard to explain. I can give some hints but you have to face me 1st...XD wehehehehe so that you be more understandable and more careful next time. Well...I thinks thats all I wanna share for now.

p/s : I wanna share what happen on me but...Its really hard to explain. I dont want to see other people suffering so much while the other party happily ever after. I wish God will teach them some lesson when they died or live. Damn so black heart. They really dont know how PAINFUL and SUFFERING it is.

7 attributes

I've got tagged by my eldessst sister...=.=" Ok here goes...copy n paste...done...XD wehehehe joking...

7 attributes of your dream woman/man:

1. Patience...its a must...so that I also can stay patience.

2. Accept me the way I am...can say I also din't know myself very well. Complicated because everytime I change myself. I do anything I want ONLY. That's why this is one thing I can't and very hard to change.

3. Know how to cook...XD this one is a must. Kemahiran hidup ni!!! Later can't take care own family loh. I myself not really good at cooking because honestly I don't have this word "creative" in my life. I can only copy other people idea. Trying hard to modify it. Well...this is me. "Everyone can cook but not everyone can be an artist". Remember that. No one perfect. I can do anything but only copy not original. This is my weakness...

4. Good Listener...XD yalah...every couple out there also must be good listener. I got a lot problems and a lot to show my expression but I can't. I still don't have someone I could REALLY talk to. Searching lar nie...masih mencari. XD

5. Understanding. This one also important to me because...Im a trouble maker sometimes. Well i think...maybe mostly. haha...If i stress, frustrated, or anything that disturb my mind. That one of coz lar...sure find trouble. I still remember I fight with 5 pilipin people without even get touch. I was very very very bad mood that time but kena bodek suddenly. Well...you know what happen. Even the security I punch until nose bleeding. Angry because they duno how to do their work properly. When people in trouble they run. If local buat hal...they come and stop. Really useless...TOTALLY. Im small...but DANGEROUS when fully angry. But nothing to worry...^^ I got disciplin. Only playing games can keep me cool or go out training...sementara single la...XD

6. Share passion with me...I LIKE TRAVELLING! Especially Japan, Korea, Singapore, China, & Hong Kong. WHY? FOOD!!! XD hehehehe...If korea of coz i wan to meet all the FAMOUS breakdancer in the world. Hehehe...Japan? HEALTHY foodsss...Singapore? MAKANAN MURAH & BYK~~ XD...China & Hong Kong? Cooking skills and variety foods. Other place like england, paris n etc...not really into it. Im more to asian. ^^

7. Know how to take care everything. Something like pandai jaga keluarga, jaga diri, n etc. This is important in any relationship. Kalo ndak pandai jaga...susah lar. Takkan sya...Sya pun terlampau byk kelemahan oledi.

7 women/men that you're interested in your lifetime:

Wohohohoo...interest saja lar...not really go for it because nanti orang cakap "You Dreaming larr" haiz...orang gitu mimang sial lar...kasi hilang semangat punya. Tapi sendiri like that...lolz wakakakka

1. BOA (GREAT Dancer)
2. Jolin Tsai (Sexy singer...lolz)
3. Utada Hikaru
4. Wonder Girls (any oso can suma pun cute...XD)
5. Ayumi Hamasaki
6. Horikita Maki (new actress i think)
7. Yui Aragaki (really good at guitar)

This is all my female IDOL. Top one lar...top on the list. XD hehehe Dapat shake hand pun puas hati lar...XD

7 feelings if you went out with the person you're interested in:

1. Dancer. Boleh share dancing idea. Because Im not really good at dancing yet. Must LEARN!!! I know breakdance but not so good at it lar.

2. Gamer. Well...this one not a must but also important. Something like know how to make urself entertain bah. Games also got many types kan? XD wehehehehe not only computer games.

3. Sporty. YAAA!!! This one is a must...so can do sports together anytime. Biar kalah...keep fit jugak tu. If i join tournament or something. She can give me semangat and ideas. XD Audience always see whole game so they know how to set strategy. Player hard...

4. She like to sing. Sometimes I feel really relax if the girl I interested like to sing even she cant sing well but she dare to sing. XD hehehe...

5. Not fully money eater. Means that tidak sebarang guna duit. Know how to use it WISELY lar...XD hehehe shopping also pandai kawal diri. XD If can...know how to stop me from buying junks or something not worth.

6. Dreamy. Day dreaming...this and that. Macam angan2 lar. DREAM~~ what will you do when you got this and that? Something like that. XD hehehe open minded oso lar...

7. Relax and simple. Patience. hehehe I like simple girl but I dun mind if the girl wear TOO sexy. As long as Im there to protect her ok sudah. People peeewwit sama GF pun terpaksa sabar lar...nothing to do oso. Just dun touch lar. Hands oso gone tu~ If she know that person ok lar...Just diam2 walaupun sakit hati jugak kadang2. Patience ma...If she hate that person and that person still touch her. = =+ I dun mind to take some ACTIONS. Cari pasal must give some lesson right?

7 special places you want to visit with your partner:

YAAA...TRAVEL!!! kalo ada duit...sure I go all this place.

1. Japan
2. Korea
3. Singapore
4. China
5. Hong Kong
6. Paris (Honeymmon)
7. Malaysia (Why? banyak beautiful place oso ma)

7 items/special stuff you might want to give as a present to your partner:

WOR...this one ar...hiyooo...got money baru I dpt give eh~

1. Necklace (Diamond)
2. Gym Set (so she know how to keep healthy)
3. PS3 (Together play...XD hehehehe)
4. Rings (hmm...preferable silver coz i dun rili like gold)
5. Dress, Clothes & Pants (seasonal, fashion, & casual...any la...I choose! not u...XD)
6. Handphone (LATEST)
7. Car (MyVi...coz i like it oso...XD)

If I got more money I could give something more better...something like...TRAVELING Tickets...that's the most SUPERB present I could give. XD

7 songs you might want to sing to your partner:

This one ar...oh damn...I really duno which one oo...I think I just put the title coz I dont rili know the singer...hehehe sorry about it. ^^

1. All Of Me
2. My Treasure (Japanese song)
3. I Love You But
4. Tell Me (English song...sing by By: Q...if im not wrong)
5. The Way We Used To Be
6. Don't Tell Me Its Over
7. You Deserve Better

Mostly this song quite...well...sad oso lar...XD

Tag 7 of your friends that you would like them to do this 7 attributes:

1. Beck
2. none
3. none
4. none
5. none
6. none
7. none

Why? Coz...less I rili rapat...Beck...huh...she like kena tag...so I Tag her...muhahahahahhaa Beck I TAG U~~