I wish I have RM30k~

Yea....well....I wish I have own money. I mean A LOT until RM30k...why? because I want to make a career. Its TIME. Job is Just Obey Boss. Its something like working for other people. But career is different...its like working for ourselves. I do working...but for myself.

Recently I have a friend that wanted to open a cafe. He asked me about "am I interested in becoming a shareholder?"...My answer is "I do interested in becoming shareholder...and if I have a budget between RM20k-RM30k. I would support some of kitchen wares." But SADLY....I dont have any cents. For the troubles I had cause. I lost the opportunity. So I decided to work with my friend as a Head Chef. Im still hoping for a miracle to happen actually. Im not gonna give it up. Im married and still do a job? No way....I want a career. You can say im not experience enough but for a small cafe....Its easily handle. Just a simple recipes for everyone to eat as long as they all like it. Thats more than enough to earn money.

Recently we've been busy discussing all the matters. About renovation, kitchen wares, design tables & chairs, and etc etc. But for now we all focusing on kitchen because kitchen wares are SO DAMN EXPENSIVE! But at least everything is high quality n able to hold more than 5 years.

My mind full of questions, problems, n plans. Im totally dont know how to settle it down. But I decided to choose on career. Recently I've been asking for laptop n etc. This and that....bla bla bla. Well forget about that 1st. I want a career! With it...I could buy anything I need n want. Aaaarrrgghh! quite stress to think about it sometimes. Lol...but anyway...I will do my best! Miracle will happen just need to be patience. HU AH!