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Im totally feel I have no life at all...Wake up from bed then go work...After work just go straight to bed...Totally no life no exercise no fun. What kind of life is that? NOTHING!!! NONE!!! I need BETTER life!!! I have to sacrifice my current job salary for better life. Its better to have fun and able to release stress with friends rather then just working like hell. Im still young and strong. I should look for fun and brighten my life right now. Work sleep work sleep that can be use after have own family. Now still young and ehem ehem available...so better to go out have fun and exercise more. I been breathing oil and bad smokes everyday. And my health getting bad to worst. No way im wanted to die at young age with my loan that havent finish paid. Most suprising is that I suddenly have migrant. This is the 1st time I had it.
The meaning of this title is that Im going to resign my current job that have high salary for the sake of better healthy life. I have found morning shift job and work as bakery. Well...its the job that most suits me anyway because I always like to make dessert but too bad I learn a little bit only when I was practical in promenade hotel. Working in hotel...of cause when you become permanent worker there you have much much more salary but...no time, no life and no fun. Just before becoming one of the permanent staff...You have to suffer more than 2 years and the works all troublesome and tiresome. I learn a lot in my current job now. I learn how to handle and control quality of the foods. Most important of all I learn how to control budget. ^^ this is the most important part in any business. But I HAVE to resign this night shift job. I have to get morning shift job and do exercise at night time. I been in my current job and im totally exhausted and tired. I cant even have fun with my friends even 1 day. =.=" what kind of life is that anyway...I been taught by my chef but his style totally not suits me. Im not the person who would waste money on pub, clubbing or drink alcoholic. Im a person who would waste money on DANCE MACHINE for HEALTH...for FUN!!! But actually I most waste my money on expensive clothes...hahaha like must buy the clothes i like. XD I cant control this one yet...=p
Now to the main point...WHY? WHAT? HOW? WHEN? WHERE? XD well Sacrifice For Better Life...means I soon sacrifice my current job that have high salary and change to low bit bit salary for better life. For real Im not looking for money right now after I realize I still not enough experiences for high salary. So its better to learn and learn various type of skills so next time I able to do anything I want. I lack a lot of skills and wasted 2 years. Menganggur lar...stupid kan? haiz memang stupid lar...want tebus oso sakit kepala...>.< really kit si me. Better life means that I wanted to go out at night and enjoy my life...well actually I wanted to go dance at night time. hahaha...my team been waiting for me to teach them and train together. I also need to retrain and gain back everything I lost. I need another 2 years to be professional like last time. XD its a must...hahaha now I have my body and bit flexiblity...I need to learn balance. XD hahaha
When I resign? Well...this thing I have to discuss with my boss...I need to ask him to find new people for the kitchen. Just hoping that person able to catch up faster like me. hahaha...I can catch up faster anytime I wanted but due to my health...=.=" how to catch up??? sakit sakit dapat kerja bagus bagus meh~~~ lolz...Im so sad when my chef dont believe that im actually have weak heart and very very fast tired. That is why...only the person who sick know and understand their sickness. No one would...I realize about this when I keep on training for 2 months. I can no longer run like last time. But nothing to worry...I know my limit. hahaha...in my current job I keep push myself over my limit to finish all works. I have to...not because Im hardworking or wat...Its because I dont want to be tired by tomorrow.
Where would I work on morning shift? Well its at damai bakery...the shift starts from 8am till 6pm...sometimes early but I dont mind that. Most important I learn how to make cakes and breads. muhuhuhuhahahahahahahahahah...Then I try to make those cakes and breads with lowest budget then SELL IT!!! Must try this kind of experiences if not...when will I able to do it. Sometimes have to force yourself to danger zone to feel the pain of falling down then when you get up...thats how you will think how to solve it. When you can solve it...thats how you make a better living. XD hehehehe...
Aahh...I think until here lar...I write so much oledi. This is what I feel now. But I need to be patient and help my boss...even though sometimes I hate my boss for not taking new staff for kitchen but have to understand whole situation 1st. My chef havent realize about it yet because his mind he just wanted to have new staff and work easy easy. Well...its work...No work place that work with high salary and low responsibility. What about me? I work so much and I dont even take off day when got emergency...? I wanted to go back kampung to show my respect to them...I wanted to go wedding to show respect...But I sacrifice everything just for work and my salary not as high as it suit. I never ask more...I just follow orders and do as it should. But what I get in return is totally different. So i have to sacrifice my high salary for better living. Im not going to destroy my respect from my families again. If not someday I marry no one come. Thats more sad...Later apa mo pun ndak dpt. Lagi susah...Better susah now than susah in the future. =.=" hahaha ok lar enough lar. You see I cant stop writing about my experiences in my current job.
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