I feel so DOWN...

I feel so down these days because of a "GUY A" who i NEVER ask help before keep telling me for pay back because he thought he helped me. Actually the "GUY B" the one who struggle to helped me get 1 item from USA. This "GUY B" who helped me only ask this "GUY A" for transportation. I dint know this "GUY B" dont have transport until he told me. Well this "GUY A" only know about what happen between this "GUY B" and me that day when this "GUY B" want to deliver the item to me. For REAL...if "GUY B" want me to help him and ask for something return, I would love to because he helped me. BUT WHY THE HELL THIS FUCKING "GUY A" WANT A FUCKING PETROL FEE? WTF....taking advantages on me! I even charge me 1 dozen of egg tarts per day if i dont repay his so fucking called "debt". I NEVER ASK YOUR FUCKING HELP DUDE! I only ask help from "GUY B"! If he want help from me...I will not hesitate and help him back. Even you could say "Im just playing". DUDE! Thats FUCKING ANNOYING when people keep telling me for dozens of egg tarts everyday? You SHOULD know and UNDERSTAND every person in this world have their patient LIMIT! DUDE! PLEASE! YOU ARE 30 YEARS OLD! YOU SHOULD BE MORE UNDERSTAND ABOUT US WHO YOUNGER THAN YOU AND YET YOU ACTING LIKE "AH LONG" aka "LOAN SHARK"? I ALREADY REACH MY LIMIT DUDE! YOU ONLY GOT 3 DAYS TO STOP DOING THAT OR I WILL MAKE A POLICE REPORT FOR THREATENING ME! I DONT FUCKING CARE YOU GOT HELP ME OR NOT! YOU ALREADY OUT FROM MY FRIEND LIST FOR ACTING LIKE THIS! ITS "GUY B" THE ONE WHO HELP ME NOT YOU! 3 DAYS! STOP OR POLICE REPORT!


Uuuuuurrrggghhh! I want to do something right but always ends up doing something wrong. I just want PEACE but WHY THE HELL PEOPLE LIKE TO BULLY ME? Because im small? Because im young? Because im stupid? IM TRYING SO HARD NOT TO SETTLE THING VIOLENTLY! I COULD DO THE HARD WAY! I COULD EVEN DO THE EVIL WAY! Which do you prefer? I will definitely choose the EVIL WAY to teach you more lessons.


Dear God, Help me. I DONT want things end up badly. I WANT PEACE. Thats all I want. I DONT want war. I DONT want to lose another friend but sometimes "friend" is the one who always backstab another friend because "this kind of friend" always have chances to hit our back without even notice.


Sigh~ Im trying so hard already. I keep telling myself DONT do either choices. All I want is just let it go but I cant. Seriously who can hold on that everyday being ask for debts and "GUY A" even act like "AH LONG" aka "LOAN SHARK"? Im tired man...even I pay for it. I know well about "AH LONG" aka "LOAN SHARK" people. They will keep coming even debts are settle. Thats HOW they keep their "RICH" title.