Saturday, July 18, 2015

For such long time and now im BACK! New story begins...

Hello Reader!
Hello Bloggers!
Hello......erm whoever reading my blogs.


Its really been.....SUCH A LONG TIME since I last visit my own blog. I've been busy with my work lately. Also busy with my OWN family. Have a BEAUTIFUL Wife and two LOVELY Daughters. hahaha....oh yeah. I've been surrounded by beauties. Well thats what my wife use to tell me.

Alright....how should I start this? Erm....well i could start at spammers. STOP SPAMMING  MY BLOGS! If you're real bloggers just add friends with me.

Ok....now let's begin. =_= hmm...well nothing much to say now. Ah yes! I could introduce my-NEW-self. Hello readers....I'm (well of coz still) Aldrick. Everyone can call me Rickz. Im 30 years old this year. Also Im a FREELANCE Dive Instructor. Can you believe that? Well even I cant believe myself I did it within 8-10 months to become Dive Instructor. Yeah it's been...3 years of diving experiences. Its fun, full of adventures, trilling especially when u meet REAL LIFE shark, challenging (yes...I do scared...its a HUGE OCEAN), and most important of all....ENJOY DIVING! I do like teaching but I dont like students who dont listen to my instructions too but I dont hate them. I'll do my best to help my students improve.

The othere reason I have time to blog is because.....well shits happen. My wife not feeling well and nobody able to take care of her especially when im not around. So my wife go back to her village which we called "kampung" in our native language. My two daughters follow my wife and their grandma helps to take care of them three. And im here blogging and being helpless. Was too busy with my works and my 'small' business (nah u dont wanna know what my small business...not everyone would accept it anyway).

The MAIN reason I blog now is....I was hoping someone or anyone out there who believe in the name of God, Jesus Christ, could pray for my family and myself. I don't need anything but only prays. That's all I needed now. To everything that happens for a reason. To everything that happens on me right now is totally painful. I may sound stupid or crazy or whatever you all would call it. I don't really care. I just need somebody prayers. Thats it. I was crying the whole week after what happens to me (dont misunderstanding...my family still alive. LOL). What exactly happen is out of our hands. you could say that God no longer listen to my prayer but I still believe God always love us all. But it just very hard to describe in words. I could only feel the pain right now. My appearance not crying but inside of me is already screaming. I thought my 'small' business would success in this months thats why I resign my post as Dive Manager and go for FREELANCE Dive Instructor. But shit happens...And I totally dont know what to do. I actually dont know what to blog about but I could only express how I feel. I just feel want to blog.

Well....Its been so late and Im run out of ideas. Peace be with you all! Thanks for taking your time to read my blog.