Cant control my emotions

Ahhh man....recently I really cant control my emotions. I am fast to get angry n hate people who dont love their life or people who dont care about other people life. But whats make so difference to them when even I cant control myself. I guess I care too much most of the time. Especially while driving. O.o Road Rage. XD hahahaha well I have to admit it that I have Road Rage. I dont really like people drive their car and VERY VERY closely follow my tail. O.o Ladies/Gentlemen....why would u do that? If I suddenly break sure would make accident and Im pretty sure you guys wont pay for the damages. Am I always right? When it comes to money...anything would happen. I just dont understand why people like to follow other people car very very very very very close that 1 slight mistake will ends up accident. Weird....this is one of the reason I easily angry n hate. Sigh~~ but i write this post is not about crazy drivers. Its about me...I cant control myself most of the time that almost leads to disaster. I dont really care other people feelings when im angry. its like im tooooo confident that I will win but truth is....I just a loser. Im nobody. Im just stupid n idiot people like others. I cant control myself. When I realize this...man....Im hurt so much. To call myself that I believe in God but I still over emotional. But only God can help me. Only God can control me. No humans can do what God can do for me. Sigh~~ actually I dont have mood to write this post but I just have to write to make me feel better. I hope things would get better. Thanks for reading my posts. Peace!