Happy Chinese New Year

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

To All My Friends,

Happy Chinese New Year on monday 26th Jan 2009. The Year of Ox. Mooo~~ Mooo~~~ XD hehehe wish everyone happy, enjoyable in this year especially those who in a relationship..^^ and good luck! Wish you all get many ang pao that you wanted...^^ hehehe...many money inside la I mean. wakakakakakak not only ang pao...inside the ang pao is important...XD hehehe

Well...that's all.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. Ox Year!!!

My Life Turns Out To Be Worst

Yooo~~ ^^ See my title? hehehe well...I also totally speechless when I know about it. I thought I was able to protect myself but...its seem that I already got "hit". After I knew about it...I try hard thinking about since when I get "hit"? Why do I get "hit"? After 3 days straight of thinking about it...I still fail to find the answer. Hehehe...then I ask myself about my future. What will happen if Im not "cure"? Can I be "saved" again? Can anyone out there totally able to "cure" me? Still no answer...only God knows it. Hehehe ^^ well Im totally sad. Its really hard to know whether you will "cure" or not if you dont even realize you got "hit" already for so long. I dont even know how long already but...I already got into really bad shape. Now I still thinking how to "cure" myself. I feel like no one dare to help me...but Im glad there still someone try their best to help. But...the only one know about his/her situation is yourself. Well...I just realize about it. I hope its not too late to get "cure". And I also hope Im fully cured...I already suffering because of my mistakes especially in love life but that can be changed. Most important is how to "cure" myself? If I cant be "saved"...In the future...Im totally...well...get into worst situation. More pain and suffering is waiting. I dont want that. I want to go Singapore and work there. Earn more money to earn a living. To earn my own life...not depending on my parents. Been trying so hard to think all the solution but still fail. I wondering why...WHY?! damn it...

I will never forgive those selfish and irresponsible people in my life anymore. I been so merciful to those bad people out there. I even help them to solve their problems but what I get is NONE. All I get is BETRAYAL!!! Now its time for merciless heart. I will no longer show mercy to bad people. Not even a little bit mercy. Well unless he honestly change himself to be good people. XD hehehehe

My life turns out to be worst because...well...its truly hard to explain. I can give some hints but you have to face me 1st...XD wehehehehe so that you be more understandable and more careful next time. Well...I thinks thats all I wanna share for now.

p/s : I wanna share what happen on me but...Its really hard to explain. I dont want to see other people suffering so much while the other party happily ever after. I wish God will teach them some lesson when they died or live. Damn so black heart. They really dont know how PAINFUL and SUFFERING it is.

7 attributes

I've got tagged by my eldessst sister...=.=" Ok here goes...copy n paste...done...XD wehehehe joking...

7 attributes of your dream woman/man:

1. Patience...its a must...so that I also can stay patience.

2. Accept me the way I am...can say I also din't know myself very well. Complicated because everytime I change myself. I do anything I want ONLY. That's why this is one thing I can't and very hard to change.

3. Know how to cook...XD this one is a must. Kemahiran hidup ni!!! Later can't take care own family loh. I myself not really good at cooking because honestly I don't have this word "creative" in my life. I can only copy other people idea. Trying hard to modify it. Well...this is me. "Everyone can cook but not everyone can be an artist". Remember that. No one perfect. I can do anything but only copy not original. This is my weakness...

4. Good Listener...XD yalah...every couple out there also must be good listener. I got a lot problems and a lot to show my expression but I can't. I still don't have someone I could REALLY talk to. Searching lar nie...masih mencari. XD

5. Understanding. This one also important to me because...Im a trouble maker sometimes. Well i think...maybe mostly. haha...If i stress, frustrated, or anything that disturb my mind. That one of coz lar...sure find trouble. I still remember I fight with 5 pilipin people without even get touch. I was very very very bad mood that time but kena bodek suddenly. Well...you know what happen. Even the security I punch until nose bleeding. Angry because they duno how to do their work properly. When people in trouble they run. If local buat hal...they come and stop. Really useless...TOTALLY. Im small...but DANGEROUS when fully angry. But nothing to worry...^^ I got disciplin. Only playing games can keep me cool or go out training...sementara single la...XD

6. Share passion with me...I LIKE TRAVELLING! Especially Japan, Korea, Singapore, China, & Hong Kong. WHY? FOOD!!! XD hehehehe...If korea of coz i wan to meet all the FAMOUS breakdancer in the world. Hehehe...Japan? HEALTHY foodsss...Singapore? MAKANAN MURAH & BYK~~ XD...China & Hong Kong? Cooking skills and variety foods. Other place like england, paris n etc...not really into it. Im more to asian. ^^

7. Know how to take care everything. Something like pandai jaga keluarga, jaga diri, n etc. This is important in any relationship. Kalo ndak pandai jaga...susah lar. Takkan sya...Sya pun terlampau byk kelemahan oledi.

7 women/men that you're interested in your lifetime:

Wohohohoo...interest saja lar...not really go for it because nanti orang cakap "You Dreaming larr" haiz...orang gitu mimang sial lar...kasi hilang semangat punya. Tapi sendiri like that...lolz wakakakka

1. BOA (GREAT Dancer)
2. Jolin Tsai (Sexy singer...lolz)
3. Utada Hikaru
4. Wonder Girls (any oso can suma pun cute...XD)
5. Ayumi Hamasaki
6. Horikita Maki (new actress i think)
7. Yui Aragaki (really good at guitar)

This is all my female IDOL. Top one lar...top on the list. XD hehehe Dapat shake hand pun puas hati lar...XD

7 feelings if you went out with the person you're interested in:

1. Dancer. Boleh share dancing idea. Because Im not really good at dancing yet. Must LEARN!!! I know breakdance but not so good at it lar.

2. Gamer. Well...this one not a must but also important. Something like know how to make urself entertain bah. Games also got many types kan? XD wehehehehe not only computer games.

3. Sporty. YAAA!!! This one is a must...so can do sports together anytime. Biar kalah...keep fit jugak tu. If i join tournament or something. She can give me semangat and ideas. XD Audience always see whole game so they know how to set strategy. Player hard...

4. She like to sing. Sometimes I feel really relax if the girl I interested like to sing even she cant sing well but she dare to sing. XD hehehe...

5. Not fully money eater. Means that tidak sebarang guna duit. Know how to use it WISELY lar...XD hehehe shopping also pandai kawal diri. XD If can...know how to stop me from buying junks or something not worth.

6. Dreamy. Day dreaming...this and that. Macam angan2 lar. DREAM~~ what will you do when you got this and that? Something like that. XD hehehe open minded oso lar...

7. Relax and simple. Patience. hehehe I like simple girl but I dun mind if the girl wear TOO sexy. As long as Im there to protect her ok sudah. People peeewwit sama GF pun terpaksa sabar lar...nothing to do oso. Just dun touch lar. Hands oso gone tu~ If she know that person ok lar...Just diam2 walaupun sakit hati jugak kadang2. Patience ma...If she hate that person and that person still touch her. = =+ I dun mind to take some ACTIONS. Cari pasal must give some lesson right?

7 special places you want to visit with your partner:

YAAA...TRAVEL!!! kalo ada duit...sure I go all this place.

1. Japan
2. Korea
3. Singapore
4. China
5. Hong Kong
6. Paris (Honeymmon)
7. Malaysia (Why? banyak beautiful place oso ma)

7 items/special stuff you might want to give as a present to your partner:

WOR...this one ar...hiyooo...got money baru I dpt give eh~

1. Necklace (Diamond)
2. Gym Set (so she know how to keep healthy)
3. PS3 (Together play...XD hehehehe)
4. Rings (hmm...preferable silver coz i dun rili like gold)
5. Dress, Clothes & Pants (seasonal, fashion, & casual...any la...I choose! not u...XD)
6. Handphone (LATEST)
7. Car (MyVi...coz i like it oso...XD)

If I got more money I could give something more better...something like...TRAVELING Tickets...that's the most SUPERB present I could give. XD

7 songs you might want to sing to your partner:

This one ar...oh damn...I really duno which one oo...I think I just put the title coz I dont rili know the singer...hehehe sorry about it. ^^

1. All Of Me
2. My Treasure (Japanese song)
3. I Love You But
4. Tell Me (English song...sing by By: Q...if im not wrong)
5. The Way We Used To Be
6. Don't Tell Me Its Over
7. You Deserve Better

Mostly this song quite...well...sad oso lar...XD

Tag 7 of your friends that you would like them to do this 7 attributes:

1. Beck
2. none
3. none
4. none
5. none
6. none
7. none

Why? Coz...less I rili rapat...Beck...huh...she like kena tag...so I Tag her...muhahahahahhaa Beck I TAG U~~