Do You Believe In Miracles?

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Do you believe in miracle?

Some people believe it but not 100%.
Some people believe it but have no faith on it.
Some people believe it but suddenly not believe it.
Most people dont believe it at all.
BUT few people believe it 100%.


Last time...I dont really believe about miracles. WHY? WAKE UP! ITS NONSENSE. BE REALITY. etc...etc....etc...Thats how I am last time. Then I started to believe it....slowly....from time to time. bla bla bla bla....time goes by....time pass. And...miracles happen. There are many type of miracles and i dont know much about it. XD hehehehe

So here I wanted to share something that really suprised me a lot. It might sound crazy but I dont think it is crazy if you believe in God. Im sure 95% people in the world will think im crazy n due to this science n bla bla bla. Nah i dont think so. Heres the short story...It was in my dream today. I was sitting in a dark place alone. Use a projector n play the DVD story about God (i think so maybe). Theres a moment where God sitting. I go near the screen n wanted to touch it. I know its a flat screen but....I touches His thigh. He become real. I cant see His face but I could only see bright light. I really feel His warm thigh...at the same time I cry and only could say one word "God". Then I wake up and look at my hands. I still can feel the warmth. I cry again n only could say "God Is Powerful". I cant remember what happen then n how long I cry...I could only thought about God. Then I fall asleep again. Until know I still can remember the moment I touches His thigh in my dream. Its hard to remember whole dream but only the short moment of the dream I could remember clearly. Now my belief is that miracles are made by God. He gave us answer of our Pray. We might not know what his answer but His present in our HEART answer everything. I just....totally cant explain how happy I am now. Its like...its time for a New Beginning with the present of God within me. I try to control my tears each time I think about God. Its just hard to explain. I could only cry n pray for God more.

Thank You God....For EVERYTHING! =')

A New Beginning

A lot has happen recently in my life. Sadness, Happiness, Stressfulness, Confusion, n etc etc. But one thing that make me happy is able to stay with my love one. Hehehe...well things happen a lot between us. There are some arguments but we just need to understand each other. We realize fast and apologize each other. No matter whose fault. Just apologize thats how our love become strengthen but we BELIEVE God strengthen our relationship & love. Until then....a NEW BEGINNING. XD

Hmmm....well yeah....a lot a lot had happen. It just hard to explain now. Just able to say Thanks To God for everything He gave us. XD

Hmmm about all the past? relationship, friendship, arguments, hatred, anger, n bla bla bla bla bla....I do learn a lot from then. All those mistakes i made....All those attitude, personality, n etc etc....yeah....its hurt but without those experiences I wont be able to be what i am now. Thanks God for giving me guidance.

What am I doing now? hmm....lets see....I will be truely honest about this. I wont create stories or anything. Here goes....I do take part times a lot in many places...learn something. Make more work experiences...bla bla bla...a lot happen. This n That. That n This. OH yeah....but only 2 places I focus last time. Ocean Cafe & Millennium Corner. This 2 places are near my house. Why I do I stop working there?

1) Ok...for Ocean Cafe...one of the reason is the ventilation are broken n smokes are everyway. I had a hard time to breath while cooking most of the time. Sometimes I almost blackout but I keep myself steady NOT to fall down. The work time? Yeah its pretty alright to me. Its nite shift...cooking western foods. The Boss? Yeah hes a very good person. I regret I lied to him about change job to morning shift instead I go to my friend work place at Millennium Corner. I should think about positive n negative way of my decision. I would say Ocean Cafe would be better place to work then Millennium Corner. But all already pass so forget n learn about the mistakes.

2) Ok...now for Millennium Corner. Hmm...actually this place isnt that bad at all but whats make me dont like this place is the dirty environment. I dont like to work in dirty environment. A lot mouses & Cockroaches . I am seriously strict in cleanliness especially for Foods & Beverages. How good the foods are would still END up BAD. I always take free time when theres no order to clean up the places but...well...ITS JUST CANT BE CLEAN! Those cockroaches are pissing me off. Theres one customer complain about his/her spagetti got roaches. Oh damn how did that happen? My fault? probably yes but I do understand one thing for sure. CLEAN UP BEFORE START REAL BUSINESS. Urrghh im not sure how many times I tell my friend to hire people to clean up the whole places but...oh well im just a worker & boss always right. When the time comes...I been blame. Funny huh? Im just trying to help but....oh geez people just wont listen becoz they are the BOSS. One of the reason is I dont like bad attitude boss. I just dont like being scolded if the boss is drunk. I do remember all those scolding stuff but probably my fault too coz not keep warn my friend. This friend of mine actually the son of the restaurant owner. And the boss is the partner n also my friend as well. So i just hold on until.........


I learn about Forex Business. I heard many people say this is illegal. The only illegal is we are not pay the tax for exchange money. LoL....its weird that people say this kind of trading money business is illegal where the whole world doing it. If the country ban it...I would say they are idiots. 3% tax each time exchange money are not profitable? oh man...how idiot is the person? What if a huge amount of money comes in our country n they willing to pay taxes. Isnt it make our country have extra money from those taxes? So why not join the global trading? Its the BIGGEST BUSINESS in the world. But one thing for sure....this forex business is NOT EASY TO HANDLE. one false mistake would lead to disaster. There are people even say this forex is the swiss case. I been searching information about swiss case n IT DOESNT EVEN RELATED to forex at all. Funny....how people just lazy to read the truth. =.= alright forget about that. I dont care what u people might say to me. But please show some respect of what im doing. Thank you....

NOW..............I mean this year. I....just....dont know how to explain what happen to me. Its just inexplainable. But one thing for sure...everything happen for a reason. And I BELIEVE that God do this for us to realize n wake up. But I admit...to know about our God is WAY MORE DIFFICULT than we learn something new. WHY? becoz we only see something we wanted to see but not something that should be seen. Not understand? It means...dont just use our eyes to look into something that are visible...instead use our real "EYES" to see something invisible. XD complicated huh? U would know what I truely means once u really really really understand what I mean. hehehehe

ALRIGHT!!! END OF STORY~

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