Bao - Eat You Up

AAARRRGGHHH!!!! This video really inspire me back to dance more...BOA my 1st female IDOL ever. She can dance and sing very very well...Damn...Her dances really make me jealous. I wish I could dance like that "now"...XD but im still in training. Really sad that sabah dont have dancing class such as hip hop and everything that taught by really PROFESSIONAL dancer. Oh well...Luck havent come yet. Just be patient...XD hehehehe

Someday my team and I WILL BE ABLE TO DANCE LIKE THAT!!!

The New Beginning

The New Beginning...

Aaahh~~ =_= Im totally no idea what to write here...hehehe but I do realize something but im not what izzit yet...totally no idea. It just everyday since the 1st Jan 2009 I feel something not right. Something that...well how to explain this...Hmmm >.< aaarrghhh~ Just feel something wrong. Oh well...dun think about tat negative stuffs 1st...woohohohoho but i oso dun have positive stuff...XD wehehehehe...If I have more money than there would be many many many positive stuffs...XD wahahahha no many negative stuffs...Challenging yea huh? XD oh well...just face it. Still not yet CnY...hope CnY day I could get many ang pao as I can...=.=" not just RM20~ Haiyoo...cry loh~ Haiz...nvm lar...better then nothing. XD wahahahaha

Now...

Well currently doing nothing...=_=" I just regret about last time...I spend too much money on games instead of foods...aarrghh~ susah lar...well its not too late for me...This year I definitely must kumpul money!!! Friends invite go out...REJECT!!! muhuhuhahahahah except go training...That is a must...Must getting STRONG!!! XD

I think thats all I wanna share for now...XD hehehe

New Year 2009

New Year 2009

Time pass so so fast...nasib not like running water. Wahahahaha...but seriously. Time really pass so fast. >.< haiz...There still many things to do this year but terpaksa tangguh for New Year. Hmmm...really dont know what to do at all. Blur Blur Future...teruk betul. Sometimes I feel regret for what I am now but only what I learn only can let me survive. I wanna learn new things...But it seem to be late already. Due to the economy now...I really dont dare to learn new things. To be cook really stressful & frustrated. But what to do...only this skills I learn & dint upgrade it so much. Now I just realize I have to move on. But 1st of all I need to change my attitude. I really bad at it. Haiz...susah la like this. Everytime also like this...so so hard to change sometimes. The bad attitude always come back at anytime.

Anyway...I wish everyone Happy New Year. ^^ Good Luck & Stay Healthy always. hehehe...=p I wish my family and my friends always happy. ^^ I also wish I could be happy but...there still many things to do. ^^ hehehe...

Peace...

Breakdance!!!

BREAKDANCE!!!

This is the 2nd reason why I want to be strong....HOHOHO becoz I wanna dance!!! Let me show you why I like to breakdance...1st reason...See these videosss~~~











Nice Videos isn't it? Hahaha...Well...They are my Idol especially Bboy Baek...His skills really make me jealous so much. @.@" I dont care how long I can be like him as long as I be able to dance like that someday. XD hehehe

Sometimes jealousy also give us strength not to give up quickly. XD hehehe

Merry Christmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! ^^

Hehehe...well...Im happy to see everyone happy on Christmas Day. But for me...Im not really happy at all. ^^ I duno why but...at least my friends all happy. Hahaha...I wish everyone happy and good luck everything what they doing. I go church today and I wish everyone be happy except me. I ask for God to take care all my friends especially my ex and her BF. Well...I wish they happy together. ^^ I ask for suffering more so that I can pay back my loses past 3 years. I've been enjoying so much this years and never think about my future. Well I did sometimes but it stress me more. What I cant forgive myself is when I was with my ex. I didn't listen to her and always keep secret from her. Its not that im lying about my relationship. Its that I lie for her own good...I dont wan to hurt her. Her parents doesn't seem to like me anyway so I think it is better I accept every decision she made. hahaha...Now im glad that she didn't choose BF someone like me again. She with someone who have stable career and really can take care of her. Not like me...I have no bright future yet. I was really such a fool for not listening to anyone especially Her. I've been so stubborn. Now Im very regret about it. I wish I could turn back time to correct all my mistakes but...even I could turn back time. It doesn't mean anything too. Why? because this is what life really mean. People won't become strong if there's no BIG WALL in front of them. Either climb the wall or destroy it. Im still hurt about it but...hehehe ^^ at least they all happy. They happy Im happy. That's enough...there still many roads in front of me. I choose one road which will suffer me more but I must pay all my debts and my stupidity for past 3 years. I must repay everything if not I couldn't forgive myself for it. ^^ Anyway...I wish everyone safety because every end of years. There's always danger going on. I really hate those low life people for disturbing our peace. I really do hate it. That's why this is one of the reason I want to be strong even though I have weak heart. Doesn't mean I have weak body and mind. XD heheheh puji diri sendiri dulu. Must lar...cannot stay low ony ma...XD hehehehe

Haiz...susah lar become small like this. Not tall enough...Tall and big people owez bully me. I really hate it. But im glad God give me speed that I been wanted but I will end up exhausted. hahaha...Laju tu laju but at the end...BOOM...K.O. Tired...wakakakakaka Last time I almost out of breath coz of testing my running. Very fast but...im almost collapse. @.@" hampir hampir black out. Damn...hehehe nvm lar...XD

Anyway...I wish everyone the best and happy owez. ^^ Good Luck in everything what u guys been doing now. Stay healthy and Strong. ^^

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!!

So into jealousy but...=p

Haaah~~ hahaha...so into jealousy...=p Hehehe

Sometimes...I duno why and which part of me that makes me happy while watching other people life out there especially those who in a relationship. Its like...I duno...but kinda nice n calm to watch them smile to each other, holding hands, some put their heads on shoulder while holding hands n etc. Hahaha...so jealous but weird that it dint make me sad or disappointed about last time. =p...I think i should become photographer. Let me take photo for those who in a relationship. XD hehehe really damn it oh me...like stalker. I think really stalker. WAakakakkakaak but i dont think malaysian people like their photo taken while their holding hands or doing anything couple thingy. Why? Hiya....MALU la apa lagi. Nvm de lar...XD I put it in my mind ok edi...or make blog without photo. XD

I dedicated all this songs for them and anyone who read this post...^^















Hantam sja...duno suits or not...Nice songs I just put in ony...XD hehehe

Fun stuffz

Cosplay

What is cosplay? cosplay is cosplay... ... ...heheheh just kidding. Cosplay means you bring your character to real life and most important of all you act everything you cosplay. All the pose, actions and style. XD

Here some example :







Haiya...I give 3 Best example only lar.

Now...Here some SCARY game!!! 1st View Shooter...What kind of game? Lets see the Review...ngek ngek ngek!!!



Hohohohohoho YES!!! Its...Left4Dead!!! Left 4 people to die!!! All have already become zombie!!! This is the best shooting game yet...confusing and dizzy. Hahaha...XD