A New Beginning

A lot has happen recently in my life. Sadness, Happiness, Stressfulness, Confusion, n etc etc. But one thing that make me happy is able to stay with my love one. Hehehe...well things happen a lot between us. There are some arguments but we just need to understand each other. We realize fast and apologize each other. No matter whose fault. Just apologize thats how our love become strengthen but we BELIEVE God strengthen our relationship & love. Until then....a NEW BEGINNING. XD

Hmmm....well yeah....a lot a lot had happen. It just hard to explain now. Just able to say Thanks To God for everything He gave us. XD

Hmmm about all the past? relationship, friendship, arguments, hatred, anger, n bla bla bla bla bla....I do learn a lot from then. All those mistakes i made....All those attitude, personality, n etc etc....yeah....its hurt but without those experiences I wont be able to be what i am now. Thanks God for giving me guidance.

What am I doing now? hmm....lets see....I will be truely honest about this. I wont create stories or anything. Here goes....I do take part times a lot in many places...learn something. Make more work experiences...bla bla bla...a lot happen. This n That. That n This. OH yeah....but only 2 places I focus last time. Ocean Cafe & Millennium Corner. This 2 places are near my house. Why I do I stop working there?

1) Ok...for Ocean Cafe...one of the reason is the ventilation are broken n smokes are everyway. I had a hard time to breath while cooking most of the time. Sometimes I almost blackout but I keep myself steady NOT to fall down. The work time? Yeah its pretty alright to me. Its nite shift...cooking western foods. The Boss? Yeah hes a very good person. I regret I lied to him about change job to morning shift instead I go to my friend work place at Millennium Corner. I should think about positive n negative way of my decision. I would say Ocean Cafe would be better place to work then Millennium Corner. But all already pass so forget n learn about the mistakes.

2) Ok...now for Millennium Corner. Hmm...actually this place isnt that bad at all but whats make me dont like this place is the dirty environment. I dont like to work in dirty environment. A lot mouses & Cockroaches . I am seriously strict in cleanliness especially for Foods & Beverages. How good the foods are would still END up BAD. I always take free time when theres no order to clean up the places but...well...ITS JUST CANT BE CLEAN! Those cockroaches are pissing me off. Theres one customer complain about his/her spagetti got roaches. Oh damn how did that happen? My fault? probably yes but I do understand one thing for sure. CLEAN UP BEFORE START REAL BUSINESS. Urrghh im not sure how many times I tell my friend to hire people to clean up the whole places but...oh well im just a worker & boss always right. When the time comes...I been blame. Funny huh? Im just trying to help but....oh geez people just wont listen becoz they are the BOSS. One of the reason is I dont like bad attitude boss. I just dont like being scolded if the boss is drunk. I do remember all those scolding stuff but probably my fault too coz not keep warn my friend. This friend of mine actually the son of the restaurant owner. And the boss is the partner n also my friend as well. So i just hold on until.........


I learn about Forex Business. I heard many people say this is illegal. The only illegal is we are not pay the tax for exchange money. LoL....its weird that people say this kind of trading money business is illegal where the whole world doing it. If the country ban it...I would say they are idiots. 3% tax each time exchange money are not profitable? oh man...how idiot is the person? What if a huge amount of money comes in our country n they willing to pay taxes. Isnt it make our country have extra money from those taxes? So why not join the global trading? Its the BIGGEST BUSINESS in the world. But one thing for sure....this forex business is NOT EASY TO HANDLE. one false mistake would lead to disaster. There are people even say this forex is the swiss case. I been searching information about swiss case n IT DOESNT EVEN RELATED to forex at all. Funny....how people just lazy to read the truth. =.= alright forget about that. I dont care what u people might say to me. But please show some respect of what im doing. Thank you....

NOW..............I mean this year. I....just....dont know how to explain what happen to me. Its just inexplainable. But one thing for sure...everything happen for a reason. And I BELIEVE that God do this for us to realize n wake up. But I admit...to know about our God is WAY MORE DIFFICULT than we learn something new. WHY? becoz we only see something we wanted to see but not something that should be seen. Not understand? It means...dont just use our eyes to look into something that are visible...instead use our real "EYES" to see something invisible. XD complicated huh? U would know what I truely means once u really really really understand what I mean. hehehehe

ALRIGHT!!! END OF STORY~