What the FUCK is GOING ON to our peaceful country???

What the FUCK is GOING ON to our peaceful country???

Muslim burnt churchs???

OMG!!! Even this news spread to outside country...all LAUGH at us!!! IM SO EMBARRASSING!!! LoL...next time I would say...I live in EAST MALAYSIA. NOT WEST MALAYSIA!!! My country FULL of RETARDS people...Just because the word "ALLAH" already wanna make a STUPID IDIOTIC WAR. LOL...TIDAK BERDOSA KA TU??? DONT EVER CALL YOURSELVES "INSAN YG PALING MULIA"...INSAN PALING BERDOSA paling sesuai...

YALAH...berdosa tidak sembahyang la...ini la...itu la...must follow follow...TAPI SENDIRI??? Please la...dont call urself INSAN MULIA if you REFUSE to show RESPECT to each other. Dont say I do a lot of sins...EVERYONE HAVE A SIN!!! Accept that...BE REALITY!!! Sembahyang byk tapi tidak sedar diri...BUAT APA!!! Pergi sembahyang untuk KESEDARAN...bukan hanya minta maaf atas dosa2 yg telah dilakukan. SEDAR dulu!!!

Ya must united to claim the word "ALLAH"...wow...LOL SAMA SJA LA!!! There's only 1...ONE....YI GE...SATU...YAT...TI SE..."GOD, TUHAN, ALLAH"!!! SHOW SOME RESPECT!!! SAMA SAJA...Just the "NAME" is different. "NAME"!!! NOT "GOD"....BUDUH!!! Budak 1 Tahun pun BULIH faham PERBEZAAN apa tu "NAME" n "GOD".

THANKS TO RETARDS PEOPLE...Congratulation for "SHAMING" your own religion.

1Malaysia concept...FAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rough Update

Wow...its been so loooooong time i havent update my blog... i guess i just update it. hahaha...

For real...i got nothing to say except about my comp...HANGKANG liao~~ uhuhuhuhuhu

I want new computer~~~ I think below RM3000 would be enough but...where do i find RM3000...=.=" BIG LOL...oh well...I just have to be patient then~ T.T Now im using my mum lap top...TOTALLY cant catch up my typing speed...LOL not sensitive enough. I keep type fast n erase for correction...

Ok thats all...bubye...

Update next time when rajin...XD

Recently...

Its been so long I dint update my blog...=p

Well...nothing much happen...just normal...hahaha

Anyway recently I been reading newspaper...

1 word~~ OHMYGOD!!! Malaysia getting worst and worst everyday...

Accident here accident there...

Rompak here rompak there...

Belasah here belasah there...

Hiyoyo...what happen to our country...much worst is Raya Day. Totally NOT happy raya...so much cases. Weird why policesss dint do anything good. I read news that they will do "PERONDAAN" but...saaaaaaaaama jugak byk kes...LoLz...terpaksa I put many weapons in my mom's car just in case for protection. Bring locker so that the thief would take time removing the locker. Anywhere I go I have to bring weapon in my body. Just in case kena rompak suddenly...go out find job oso hard...sikit2 many bad ppl aiming u. LoLz...if kena sudah police oso SLOW to arrive...SO??? BETTER PROTECT YOURSELF. KILL IF MUST!!! BETTER THEN KILLED...SAME CONCEPT!!! CEGAH daripada rawat. KILL BEFORE KILLED...SAME LAR!!! Some of us bring weapon to PROTECT ourselves and SOME polices are IDIOTS!!! MANA SEMPAT KOL KAMU KALO SUDAH KENA TIKAM!!! BODOH!!! FIKIR LA!!! KAMU PUN BUKAN 5 minutes sampai tempat kejadian...LOLZ. BETTER SENDIRI BERTINDAK...RUN 1st. Kena kejar baru protect yourself. I want to find job oso hard...sini sana ada muka jahat sini sana ada muka peragut n perompak!!! So what to do? STAY HOME KA? LOLZ...


p/s : Everything here is base on my experiences...Im manage to run away in most situations. But I oso manage to protect myself by 1st action...usually when Im bad mood. I am so pissed off becoz of the people surrounding and mostly pissed off on security. SO INEXPERIENCE!!! PENAKUT!!! TAU MENGURAT SJA BUT PENAKUT!!! People NEED help but all HIDE!!! BODOH!!! STUPID!!! IDIOT!!! So many security in 1 building oso cant find that "guy"...MAO LITZ BETUL!!!

My LOYALTY in love NEVER been appeciated...

Sigh~ Sigh~ Sigh~

I cannot believe my LOYALTY in love NEVER been trusted n appreciated...IM SO LOST!!!

Im...so...so...so...speechless. No Mood at all...

Sigh~ Sigh~ Sigh~

P/S : I Wish God SAVE and BLESS Her...=( I dun wan anything bad happen to her...I cant even reach her oledi...Everything I said she never wanted to listen anymore. I AM SO LOST RIGHT NOW!!! T.T I cant do anything...Im so so so LOST~~

I feel so DOWN!!! LOVE PROBLEMS!!!

I feel so DOWN!!! AAARRRGGHH SO SO STRESS!!! Cant I have BETTER life??? Cant I have LESS STRESS? I TRY SO HARD TO MAKE YOU HAPPY!!! I CANT BELIEVE U KEEP THINKING NEGATIVE SIDE. I keep thinking how to introduce you to my family. BUT NOW IS NOT THE TIME!!! WE HAVE SO MANY CRISIS GOING ON!!! CANT U UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION!!! IM STRESS BECOZ I CANT DO ANYTHING YET!!! We been arguing and fighting each other for over 7 days. I try to make it better with you but you keep THINKING NEGATIVE WAY. I CANT DO ANYTHING BETTER YET SINCE I DUN HAVE A JOB!!! HOW AM I GOING TO PROOF MY LOVE FOR YOU!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH & BEING VERY VERY VERY VERY HONEST WITH YOU BUT YOU KEEP SAYING I DUN LOVE YOU & CARE FOR YOU!!! WHY IS THAT??? EVERYDAY I KEEP THINKING ABOUT U...THINKING ABOUT OUR FUTURE!!! BUT YOU NEVER LISTEN!!! YOU KEEP SAYING I DUN LOVE YOU ANYMORE. YOU DUN TRUST ME ANYMORE!!! I am SO SO SO SO SO SO HURT!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you understand my REAL feeling right now??? I GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS BECOZ THEY HELP ME WITH THEIR BEST!!! I TRUST THEM BECOZ THEY ALSO TEACH ME TO BE BETTER PERSON!!! What is wrong going out with them??? I dint go church with you to meet your family DOESNT MEAN I DUN LOVE YOU!!! ITS BECOZ MY MOM ASK ME NOT TO GO OUT BECOZ OF MONEY CRISIS!!! FINANCIAL CRISIS!!! You know HOW HARD to choose between MOM and GIRLFRIEND!!! UURRRGGHHH!!! WHY cant you understand me??? I TRY SO HARD TO MAKE YOU HAPPY!!! I TRY SO HARD TO INTRO YOU TO MY FAMILY!!! BUT I DONT KNOW HOW!!! THERE ARE SO MUCH PROBLEMS COME OUT....WHAT AM I GONNA DO ABOUT IT??? PLEASE!!! I BEG YOU TO UNDERSTAND MY FAMILY SITUATIONS!!! I told you many times to be patient...WE WILL BE TOGETHER!!! BUT ITS NOT SO EASY!!! PLEASE UNDERSTAND THIS!!! I wan to have many friends...I CHOOSE MY FRIENDS CAREFULLY AND MOST OF THEM ARE GREAT PERSON INCLUDE GIRLS!!! I friend with girls so that I could ask them for help. I WAN TO UNDERSTAND GIRLS SO MUCH!!! I REALLY DUNO HOW TO MAKE A GIRL HAPPY!!! THATS WHY I FRIEND WITH GIRLS!!! I DUN CHEAT ON YOUR BACK!!! I NEVER DID!!! HOW ARE WE GONNA BE TOGETHER IF YOU KEEP SAYING ME DUN LOVE YOU ANYMORE!!! I MUST HELP!!! HELP MY FAMILY!!! BE WITH MY FAMILY!!! I WAN TO SHOW MY RESPECT & HONOR TO MY FAMILY!!! I DUN WAN TO MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES!!! I TRY AND I TRY AND I TRY SO HARD TO MAKE YOU HAPPY!!! EXPLAIN TO YOU!!! BUT YOU.......UUURRRGGGHHH!!!!

p/s : TOTALLY speechless...I never tot this would happen. I feel like...all what I did is just a waste of time and energy. I ALREADY AT MY LIMIT!!! 8 days STRAIGHT we been arguing the same things...THE SAME THINGS!!! THE SAME PROBLEMS!!! sigh~ sigh~ sigh~

Totally need HELP!!!

My Girlfriend...=p hehehe

Its been long time I dint update my blog...well coz I rili dunno what to write. O.O so I guess I talk about my girlfriend then. We been...err...5 months I guess. Still new? I dont think so. We been through so much pain together oledi. We keep facing a lot of problems together. I really wanted to show my girlfriend to my family but...well...kind embarrassing coz we all never talk about this kind of conversation except to my sister if she knows that I have girlfriend. I do hope this time my mom like my girlfriend. Come on lar...Im oledi 24 years old. There's no other girls out there are better. Its not easy to find REALLY good one. Mostly doesnt give me respect & their attitudes are SUCKS!!! Find cute one = BAD attitude, Find pretty one = EYES of money, Find Okay Okay one = Want tall guy...OOOII U ALL THINK U SO HIGH CLASS MEH!!! Nvm...I just be patient. Now that I've found the girl I been dream of...well according to my DEJAVU...She is the one in my dream. I admit we all have special ability but we never realize which one. Hahahaha...anyway those pictures above are MY BELOVED GIRLFRIEND. A lot a lot a lot of pain we have been through together. Well...sometimes almost break up but I think everything are test given from God whether we truly should be together or not. I guess many tests we have pass. The tests getting harder and harder everyday. But I always believe there are a lot lessons from all the tests since my girlfriend and I dont have so much experiences in relationship. Sometimes I so confused about the tests given but both of us manage to settle it. One thing for sure now is I wanted to show my girlfriend to my family...(mau kasi kenal lar...show off sikit GF sa bukan jak cantik but also cute...XD) Last time failed...I hope this time will be success. Well...IM HOPING SO MUCH!!! >.< Its not easy to find life partner that really understand me. Mostly all care for themselves only. SELFISHNESS...jadi fish la kamurang. XD wahahahahah jk jk....anyway Im out of idea to write about her...hahahaha...I will give an update about us. =p

P/S : Oh I forgot one thing important. She is DUSUN girl from Kampung Matupang, Ranau. 23 years old this year. 1 year younger than me. =p someday I gonna show her to my family. I HOPE my mom like her. >.< She......well......=.=" ndak berapa pandai masak but still acceptable lar. Hiya cooking can learn bah...actually Im tired of tapuk2 punya relationship...I keep headache about it. Too much oledi...

Okay lar...tat's all for now. XD soon will be updated....

Its good to be back...

Aaahh~~~ Its good to be back on track again...

Its been so long I dint exercise on dance game machine...Hahahaha...but really sad just play 1 round oledi "fuhh...fuhhh..fuhh...tired...water...water....need rest..." HIYOOOO...how can like that one??? T.T so sad eh~~~ why the becoz~~~ Nvm...its just 1st day...HOHOHOHO...

Must set time for exercise now...if not...keep getting sick...HIYOOO mana tahan oo...keep baring2 there like dead man oledi...NO WAY!!! I WAN EXERCISE!!! Lazy go jogging...then I choose to go play game instead...HOHOHO PUMP IT UP & DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION!!! HURAH!!! PLAY!!! EXERCISE!!!

So happy I'll be able to play again...hahahaha...

Its good to be back on track~~ But my dance partner busy work...HIYAK~~ cant do freestyle ooo...HIYO...but can do oso no use...I totally forgot all the moves...XD wahahahahhahaha...

Anyway im looking forward for another play...HOHOHOHO solo pun solo lar~ most important EXERCISE!!! IM BURNING!!!