Happy SRJK Shan Tao Reunion Day

13th September

Our SRJK Shan Tao reunion day...not much friends come but can lar...still happy happy there...chit chat doing what...this and that. Hahaha...I was hoping to see more leng luix but uhuhuhuhuhuuh sadly not much and we all sit at the back...sayang my hp still not camera type if not can take some pictures oledi. T.T~ after that meet our teachers that teach us all...laugh laugh...all suprised that we all change. Alar of coz lar...people change due to situation ma...hahaha really cant remember which is which oledi...wakakakaka but at least still respect them as our GREAT teacher. Without them who are we? XD hehehe...

We did take some pictures...XD hehehehehe then we meet our old old retired Head Master or Siao/Xiao Zhang...XD damn my pin yin not so good. XD even some of the teachers always scold bad words to us but they still our teacher. They scold us also got reasons de lar...but if they say they always right sure stupid teacher lai de loh...wakakakakak then after that...continue eat eat...laugh and smile...take pictures...XD hehehe but ok lar...even not much friends come because some oledi go back singapore, KL n etc etc to study and work. Have to understand also because they sacrifice for money. I want to go because I want to meet back all my friends, classmate and schoolmate. I really feel sorry about my work place because usually cannot take Saturday & Sunday as Offday coz BZ day ma...I really sorry but please lar give me one chance for this GREAT moment. Meet back my teacher and say Thank You for teaching me well...teach me chinese language, teach me how to read and everything...without them ar...WHO AM I? Pure kadazan loh...haiz...I like learn something new ma...sure want to learn loh. If not how to LIVE? XD hehehe...thanks to my parents also for sending me to chinese school...XD wehehehehehe

Okay...then...finish loh...10pm after that go yam cha at Horizon KK. Chit Chat with Best Friends and Close Friends...hiyaa all Best Friends de lar...all help me...share feelings and everything. XD hehehe...without them...how my mandarin going to improve? XD hehehe...I really want make 1 BIG party to say Thanks to all my Best Friends, Close Friends and New Friends. All teach me their language...give me the right meaning when I dont understand...something like that lar but I work in Ocean Cafe at night...T.T how to make BIG party leh~~ Nevermind lar...someday that "DAY" sure come one...muhuhuhahahahahah

Okay loh....thats all loh...want full story meh~~ die loh me write everything...XD hehhee

Our Kitchen Life...

Aaahh~~~ Our Kitchen Life~ Wanna Know? Hahahaha...I upload some photos to let you all know what my friend & I doing in the kitchen in our free time. Hehehe...We were bored & decided to do something...So why not try try make flowers using Pan Mee Dough...hahaha

Lai Lai give some commentsss...XD hehehe give us some ideas too...we might try to do it & take a pic on it....Sorry we dont have quality camera...but soon lar...sure have de...kumpul2 money 1st ma...XD hehehe

4th September...My Very Happy Birthday

4th September...

What I Do? Many things lar...

I go dye hair...it is suppose to be light brown dye with light blonde highlight but its turn out to be bright golden hair...T.T uhuhuhuhuhuh that saloon not so skillful eh~~~ sayang my money ony~~ T.T haiz so regret go there...Now even friends sometimes say me lan zhai...adui...punya sakit hati...all pasal tat saloon dint do properly...T.T uhuhuhuhuh haiz...nvm lar...apa boleh buat sudah...oledi pay~~

Ok then...go SHOPPING!!!! okok lar...just buy new t-shirt n jeans...ok ok lar..simple...

Then Go yam cha with OLD OLD OLD OLD primary frens...wah lao so hard to recognize liao eh~~~ plus my new hair style...scared they tot me gengster o wat...T.T haiz...susah hati...next time i left it black colour...=.=" or dye grey colour lar...biar nampak tua at least not gengster look...=.=" have to wait long hair...

Then habis cerita...tats all...XD wahahahhaha

Thanks to all my friends and Old schoolmate in SRJK Shan Tao...

Thanks for celebrating my birthday with such strong...bla bla i oso duno how to say...happy lar...really thanks coz this is my 1st time celebrate like this

Thanks for all the wishes...

So I wish all my friends, old friends, new friends, close friends, and best friends will be always in Good Luck n stay happy especially those who couple couple already...I wish them happy, always understand each other, dun argue for such little matter, dun easily misunderstanding, try and understand even it is big matter...try to understand the reason even sometimes it is "tidak masuk akal", n etc etc lar...many things but i cant type all lar...just can give bit bit lar...so be happy together...^^

I wish all my friends, close friends and best friends to have girlfriend for their soulmate...it is time to find even though it is very hard coz we getting old oledi...once we turn 25-27...we will hard to find girlfriend already...it is already very late liao...so i wish them to have girlfriend as soon as possible so that i can see their TRUE happy smile in their heart...I really wish for it...Im hoping SOOOO MUCH about it to happen...I cant stand to see and hear anything about girls are so bad, this n that...well actually we all the same. It just like maybe give up or sumthing lar...i also duno lar...Just try dont too picky so much lar...I really wish this WISH come true.

For my friends who in relationship...well...stay happy and please try not to break up lar...dun stop caring each other...dun stop trust each other...even got small matter try n discuss about it peacefully...share...we all getting old...we should share and think deeply...how come other ppl can marry...how come we not? we must think in positive way...every road have an end but which road is up to its difficulties...up to ur experiences and suffer to solve it...even though it is hard but there will be end about it. So my 2nd wish is for those who in relationship...I hope dont cheat each other...dont treat each other so badly...just understand each other even ppl think u two not ngam together...no such thing about "You two really perfect couple"...there's no such sentences...at last also break up...whats the use...thats why...TRUST and UNDERSTANDING is important in relationship...Try to understand both side feelings...dont sikit2 make it like BIG MATTER...please dont...i beg for it...dont ever think negative way...If you playboy/playgirl...there must be some reasons why he/she like tat...sure many reasons...we must LISTEN.

Okay lar...So i was hoping my 3 wishes all come true...^^ so that im also happy...lega hati lar...hehehe...


p/s : T.T im not samseng lar~~~ just the colour too bright golden highlight sure mcm samseng...wait my hair tebal liao n no more got colour baru I show my true dye colour favorite...hehehehe...very cool n ehem liang zai...WAKAKAKAKAKAK JOKING JOKING...maaaana ada me liang zai...liang zai in heart GOT lar...XD hehehehe not out look one...XD hehehehe

People Change Everytime...

Nah...This topic about what? About me lar...PEOPLE are changing ma. Everyone changing de lar...DUH!!! What is wrong to throw bit money on cosplay anyway? I know its expensive but...Sabah don't have cosplay event meh? Sure got de...just put some afford lar. RAJIN sikit minta tolong open event...like that oso hard meh~~~ Diao loh...How to grow up ooo??? Enjoy your youth while you can...Dont ever regret in your life. You got only one life...What is wrong to have some fun anyway???

Cosplay = Customes = Clothes = Money...HEALTHY & LAST LONGER...pandai jaga can last FOREVER...

You leh?
Alcohol = Drunk = Cigar = Money = 80% possibility of death...GOOD MEH THIS???

Dont F*cking say me wasted money on customes...What about you then? you wasted on alcohol and cigar that bad for your health...NOT WASTING MEH? You not only wasted your money...you also WASTED your LIFE. DOH!!! Stay out of my way lar...This is me...I use my OWN F*cking money to enjoy...and EVERYTHING IS HEALTHY and LAST LONG one. Better then drunk drunk drunk...lolz...YOU GO DIE EARLY BETTER LAR. Dont make other people suffer by your stupidity enjoyment. Cheh!!! Know say me only but sendiri killing sendiri by alcohol and cigar.

Enjoy your HEALTHY life lar...smoking n drink alcohol so much. For What? Last Last sakit jantung...who suffer? yourself lar...CONTROL lar!!! CONTROL you spending...Spend on something HEALTHY that wont shorten your life lar. You maybe strong while smoking but in future??? I LAUGH AT YOU!!! Yeah Im Weak But I Got STRONG BODY ar...CHOI AR!!! I can live longer oso with CLEAN body. Not with BLACK & WHITE paru paru one. Eeee~~ I rather let stray dogs eat it better then donate to those people who really needs it.

What I want is enjoy my youth time while I can...you ask me go drink alcohol? of coz I drink but 1 tin only. I HATE wasting money on something that spoil my body health. Say la me this n that...not like manly or what. Its better then having UNHEALTHY body anyway. My body is always weak even how hard I train...Only we know our own body health not others...not even doctors. Doctors cannot be trusted sometimes oso. If not my mom already cure loh...my mom still sick...eat this n that. see doctor this n that...still the same not cure. THEN WHAT THE FARK I NEED TO TRUST THEM SO MUCH!!! Isk...

That why people can change due to experiences...yalah not manly like if dun smoke lar, dun drink alcoholic lar, this n that...dont go club...LOLz~~~ you spend me lar...sure I go...im not wasting money for those unhealthy activities. You ask me go club dancing...sure i go but prepare mineral water for me (DEFINITELY NO ALCOHOL). Even IF im a millionaire...I also wont go those such place lar...better use your money and invest more. Make your whole family live with less worries n stress. Haiz...so rich but go enjoy something not healthy...GOOD MEH? If you die & left your money behind...not wasted meh? Become rich then die coz too much unhealthy activities...lolz...so wasted.

Like this lar...Just Leave Me Alone. Dont bring me to unhealthy activities...You go enjoy yourself. I want stay healthy...I dont want to die early and left behind all the debts i had. Normal yam cha ok but dont force me to drink alcoholic so much. My body already weak even how hard I train it but I wont give up. Mana tau got miracle...XD hehe

Anyway Thx For Reading this post...Just to express my feeling bah. Feel so angry when kena say not manly like lar...this n that lar...hiyooo sendiri still susah still want say me...you change yourself dulu...become rich with your own power without any support. You can become that then I follow you...If not? SORRY lar~~ I step on you got lar...lolz I follow your back & leech everything...after I have enough then I betray & backstab you...YOU LIKE IT??? sure not lar...Even Dog that being call Man Best Friend also know how to betray you if you treat them bad lar...apa lagi people? Not only your life will get in trouble...remember that as well. Nothing in this world have the word "SAFE" anymore...

Ok...bye bye.
Thx For Reading...^^

New Life

Aaaahhh~~~ Sooooo FREE~~~ Hahahaha...

Ahh Yes...New Life...erm erm...ehem ehem~~ hmmm what I want to share ar? Hmm
I tell a little bit about me lar...what I realize about myself lar...hahaha well now I'm a little bit like...can say sombong lar...but...duno lar...so hard to realize it. Actually really don't like being told the same thing everyday but no choice. My brain really got damage a lot because of one incident in my past. Well my family din't know about it...no one know actually what happen except me. Hehehe...if I told my parents...sure so much unrelated questions got ask. =_= quite annoying lar but they are like that so I understand loh...They sure worry about me but...hiya...Im a Runner and also Jumper...not the Jumper that can go anywhere ar...I mean "Lompat Jauh" de bah...Runner is like "Pelari 100m, 200m, 100m x 4, 200m x 4" de...but everytime got match I always din't show up...hahaha stupid right? If not can join olympic liao...ehem ehem so so perasan...hahaha (hit myself bit bit)...sot de...but with more training I believe sure can join olympic de lar...but I like learning different kind of arts...Cooking Arts, Drawing Arts, Hairstlye Arts and etc etc. Something like that lar..not so so into sports...I do sports just to maintain my health and body...For real I can no longer join any sports because I really have heart problem...so really sad can't help teammates in any sports. I'm a defender in soccer, running back in rugby, and 3 pointer / rebounder in basketball...LAST TIME LAR...but now...im a cook...lolz...wakakakka well I think Its too late already to learn something that I really really really wanted to learn...An Arts that realy suits me but its already too late after realizing it. Hehehe so apa boleh buat loh...just go with the flow...hehe and one reason about people call me sombong or being so so cool is because I din't socialize much like last time...well...erm...actually...IM SHY...hahaha...very shy bah...not biasa...>.< How leh? Just accept people call me sombong or cool cool loh...want explain also hard...SHY sure like this lohh...If meet new people my face sure look down so much and scare to chat face to face. hehehe...If u see me take out Handphone and click click there...it means IM TOTALLY NERVOUS. Take out handphone just to cover my shy face...but actually I doing nothing with the handphone. XD hehehe terpaksa pretend replying frens...then make sound...then reply...haihz...like dat loh...understand lar what Im trying to say. XD hehehe

Okay now about my work place...

Environment?...Nice and Good...Okay Okay Lar...even sometimes really stress up but Im still learning. hehehe...kena diao also have to accept it because I must learn.
People around?...Nice and Good...not so stress up place.
Salary?...I get RM800++ but I wonder if the cafe can survive that long or not. so much things to pay...Head Chef, Me and Another Assistant already need to pay Rm3k++, Then monthly rent of the shop RM4k++, Bils? wah...like just pay workers, maintainance and all that already RM10k++...Damn...1 Day sales must at least maintain to have RM800...cham loh...but nevermind...^^ I got many plans...hohohoho im so evil...XD
Parking? Ok lar...no one kacau...no need pay car park fee also...
Place? CKS millenium In rainfield court...well...new CKS de at the new highway to dongongon that one...
Cafe name? Ocean Cafe...^^ Well...my skills not so geng yet. I still get many complaints...hahaha because my skills already mix up so so much...got japanese style, western style, chinese style, home made style, malay style, kadazanese style, and others...so many lar...so much skills mix up my brain and hands also confused gao gao...hahaha but still so much lacking...
The Boss? He's Good...business minded...hahaha
Head Chef? He's very experienced chef...can become one of my SIFU already...hehe one thing bad is he as pervert as me but he much more worst lar...wakakakakak I still can control myself...XD hehe
Others? Okay lar...can say new friends also ma...new work place new friends loh...hehe

Okay now about my family...

... ... ...I don't know any updates yet. Hahaha...my father so secretive.
I'm suppose to send mum to work in early morning actually but...its seem I cant get up after working so hard in cafe. Feel sorry about it...to use her car so freely but din't help pay car oil. uhuhuuhh SORRY~~~
I want to change myself so have to use a lot money...sooner gonna donate some clothes again...very very very old clothes de...some koyak koyak again...

Okay...now about my enemies.

... ... ...=_= well...it seems we peace now. No one disturb me anymore...

About my FRIENDS!!!

T.T uhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh no time yam cha~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I wish I could work in the morning~~~ and get same amount of salary~~


Ok loh...nothing to share anymore...actually im bored so why not write blog? hehehe...wrong meh to write blog...=.= most boys say boy write blog is like a girl...lolz sot de...hahaha this is how Im trying to tell something...how my emotion...also kena say pondan or girl...=.=" weird...hahaha

Oh well...Thanks for reading this blog...^^
Thank you thank you...=p





HUH? what? what? Girlfriend? what you mean ooo~~~ special ka? Don't have lar...target got lar but no confidence to kao...XD hehehe...because still scared of rejection. You know lar...Hard to find chinese girls that can accept kadazan guy like me...I try so hard to learn all their language...understand every words...hehehe but I won't tell my real blood line lar...very complicated. ^^ so its better to keep it secret...maybe only I realize it...but who cares...=p hehehe...If Girlfriend (Female Friend)...hmm very less ooo...dunno why...Maybe I should try to be more socialize and don't shy so much when in front of girls...hehehe

Okay loh...stop lar...XD hehe

Weird~~

Today...My boss said to me...learn as fast and as much as I can from the Head Chef because this Head Chef attitude very different. Can go and run away anytime...Wah...nothing weird loh. Me also can leave anytime but see how my situations lar. XD hahaha If I feel not enough then I leave and change higher salary loh. But what really weird is that...the Head might scared if I use my REAL skills. =_=" the boss ask me to just listen to him so that he won't leave without train me some of his skills. Well...nobody perfect...of course I will learn everything. It is call KNOWLEDGE~~ XD hehehe...anyway...I did tell the boss don't worry because I will carefully learn everything. But weird too...since I work in kitchen...no boss or head chef treat me like this. They treat me very very very good. Isk...NOT BIASA LAR. XD hahahaha Last time always get scold...Always gaduh one...now...totally different situation. Its like I wanna leave it but feel sorry about it. But I'm sure leave de lar...Which GUY don't want salary RM3k~RM10k oooh~~ if that guy don't want such salary then give me lar. XD hehehe...WHAT? Where can I find RM3k~RM10k salary? hiyooo...Malaysia is not the only country you can work lar...Malaysia now already getting worst because of GREED of POWER. Lolz...GREED so much until country people all suffering. If can't go other country...start small business lar. THINK!!! My brain so slow also can think about own future lar. Last time I got control and step down gao gao...Now? hohoho... "Even A Loyal Dog Will BITE Their Owner" Ever Heard? It means BETRAYAL. You step on me so much someday you get what you deserve...Well something like that lar. I heard the chinese people said it but they thought I can't understand cantonese. XD hehehe...sometimes PRETENDING also good...

Ooookay lar...nothing to say already. ^^ Just wanna share since I got no one to tell with...ehem ehem...I mean Girlfriend to talk with...XD hehehehehe...SPECIAL Girlfriend oooo...Not normal one...ehem ehem...XD wakakakkaka

Just Kidding lar...hahahaha
Anywa Thanks For Reading...^^

I Feel... ... ... ...XD Hehehehehe

Aaaarrgghh!!! XD hehehehe I'm not sure why I do that but I feel like...I FINALLY FREE FROM MY OWN CHAIN!!! NICE!!! hahahahaha...Its been so long since I lost myself this past months. ^^ hehehe...even though I still feel part of me already lost and can never be found again but...I feel much MUCH MUCHHHH BETTER now. Hahaha...I just feel FREE as the bird fly in the sky!!! Wahhh so so nice feeling~~~ ^^ hahaha...

Most of my friends wondering why I suddenly become like this...Well let's just say I taken a "Road" that I lost last time. I have return to that "Road" again and I feel much more better with it. ^^ hehehe...What? What? You want to know what "Road" is it? Hehehehehe = =+ no way I'm going to tell you this. ^^ hehehe I will only tell when I achieve most of my GOALS...^^ hehehe...

Most important of all!!! I FEEL FREE!!!~~~~ Hahahahaha...Damn I want to go beach and scream gao gao...Aaaaaarrrgghhh~~~!!! XD hahahaha...Crazy huh? That's even good...this is ME. ^^ No more pretending...Enough with all the SUFFERING~~ Just be myself again...taking the lost "Road". Ho Ho Ho...

*TODAY*
Okay...today also face very challenging high hill. DAMN...1st time to fail go up the hills....T_T...it is super high hills that my mum's Avanza also having problem to go up properly. T_T my skills need to improve more~~~ Oh well...at least I get it at last. Hahaha After several times car balik2 go down...wahahahahaha damn I also laugh when I try to go up. XD Can't believe I can do it in short time...

Well That's all I wanna share...^^

YOSH!!! GAMBATTE!!! muhuhuhuhahahahhaa