Thursday

Ahh...Today quite something. Hahaha...why? well here's the story. Its about this puppy that being bully by wild dogs. So cham eh...big dogs bully small puppy. Of course you can't take it and sure you will save that CUTE puppy right? Hahaha...So I did save this small puppy but I don't know who's puppy is it...Well I just scared those wild dogs away. Sure I did hit all of the wild dogs. Must give some lessons mah...But after what...I can't believe the puppy stay in my house under my dad's car. I think hiding probably because those wild dogs not allowed to go in my house. I keep thinking who's puppy is this. Why no one searching for it? =.=" so ke lian eh...so terpaksa loh. I take care of it a while but my parents don't like it. That's even make me more sad. It just a puppy...imagine you're the puppy and someone save you. Sure you go to safe place ma right? lolz how stupid are my parents sometimes...But...what can I do? >.< It is BIG responsibility but what if the puppy got bully again...who gonna save it? Hiyoo...I wish the owner of the puppy would searching for it. I don't have enough energy to take care everything by myself. I'm so busy with something...I do want to take care for it but my parents...haihz you know lar~~ puppy sure piss here piss there ma but can train de ma...hiyooo...so that's how it happen loh. The puppy follow me back home...I just left it like that. Give some foods and drinks. That's all lur...I'm kinda miss my favorite dog anyway. =_= my super escape expert dog...Sometimes I really hate him escape and go out from house but so sad someone give him poison foods. T.T I hate whoever give my dog poison foods. Who won't miss his/her dog when you have so much fun together? You train it well...but he/she learn a lot.

Okay enough for that...I talk nonsense again. Well thanks for reading my blog. Whoever you are anyway...Hahaha Thanks...

Mata Ne...

Sunday - Good "EXPERIENCE"

Today I watch 2 movies...WOR...oook oook lar~~

3.30pm - 1st movie

I watch Journey To The Center Of The Middle Earth...Hmmm am I spelling it right? Correct me if im wrong. Okay...about this movie it is talk about... ... ...I have no idea at all. All I know its like...A world within a world. Isn't it? Not sure because I really don't understand what's the movie all about...hahaha Its like a lot of it been cut. @.@" damn...oh well i would give it 3.5 out of 5. Why? Because I don't understand the movie.

7.10pm - 2nd movie

I watch Hellboy II...Wuuu~~~ this one nice. But I'm not going to talk about it because the story quite complicated. Its all about reclaiming and conquering stuffs, and many more. Really complicated for me to explain. Haha...I would rate it 4 our of 5. Well...that's for me lar. I don't know about you all. Probably some of you might give 5 out of 5. Some might give 3 out of 5. It depends...^^ hehehe...

9.00pm - Yam Cha Time

Ya...I really need water. So regret didn't buy drinks...=_= I'm totally suffering of THIRST for 2 damn hours. Oh it is really sux...>.< Yam Cha Time...The most interesting topic we talk about it is all...about...ghost stories. Hehehe...It depends how you "EXPERIENCE" it but don't go TOO far or you gonna end up scared yourself. Hahaha...well...to tell the truth I like this topic because it make me scared and FORGET about my problems. Too bad...tomorrow I wake up I forget everything & no scared at all. Problems always conquer me this days but oh well...No Pain No Gain right? Hahaha...Just face it anyway. About my last relationship? Well...It hurts but...hahaha I happy for her. Hey...wait a minute. Why did I think about my past relationship again? Damn...Its a BIG oops. XD hehehe sorry about it. I just can't get over it. Still need time. Okay forget about my past relationship...Let's talk about...Wuu~~ Wuu~~ Wuu~~ XD hehehe know what I mean? NO YELLOW BRAIN PLEASE THANK YOU...XD hehehe I'm talking about...G _ _ _ T...XD well you know "what" is it right? anyway if you really scared about it we talk about it in the morning. If you want to experience FEAR? Then...come meet us. Let's SHARE~~~ XD I got a lot "EXPERIENCE" when I'm alone at home. When I was in relationship with my GF also got de at her house but...MUST KEEP QUIET later she can't sleep tu~~~ XD HAHAHA...It's TRUE. I can't sleep at all because I got "DISTURB". You know what I mean...^^

Okay lar...Enough lar. Lazy type about that topic. Want to know about it let's go yam cha at night and talk about it. hohoho just kidding...XD no hard feeling...XD

I Am Looking For...

Aaaahh~~ I am so so so bored~~ No work really bored eh~~ But next month work lar but...cant wait lar~~ I need MONEY to SHOPPING!!! XD hehehehe is it funny for a guy that like to go shopping? A lot of guys laugh at me...well...who cares. I don't give a damn about it. Laugh Laugh lar as long as I'm smarter than you all ma...hahaha

Wait a minute...=_= What am I talking about here? .. .. ..oh nothing much anyway. haha

Oooookay...so...what should I say leh? >.< I truly no idea at all. Nothing happen to me this lately. Hmmm...Well something did happen but it is already settle so no need to recall it. Hehe...anyway...I'm looking for stunt expert and capoiera expert. Anyone know someone that capable about it? If so...Feel free to comment here. Then I set a meeting and we get to know each other. There's no need to be shy and no need to be scared at all. I'm not man/woman-eater okay? XD...so anyway whoever it is just let me know here. Give comments all you want...hoho

Why I'm looking for stunt expert and capoeira expert?

Well...let see...I got nothing to do even though next month I will work. I love outdoor event. More activities more fun...I don't have much fun in my past. So before I go Singapore to work there. At least I must do something that give me nice memories here. Hahaha...What? Why I want to go Singapore to work? Well...It's time for a new life. I really do need stable income especially to help my family even though I HATE them so much but this is the only thing I can do. I'm always been a troublemaker so I have decide to go Singapore to work and earn a living there. Some of my friends says that don't go Singapore...Its hard to live there. Well I have to reject that...because "No Pain No Gain". There won't be any experiences if we go through all the bitterness in our life. That's how we getting mature. Well some do slow bit like me but at least I must have a stable income that suit my life even how hard to live other place. And most important of all...I do hate Malaysian Government...Its weird that we produce Petrol more than other country and the most expensive rate is us too. We all really live in suffer. So this is one of the reason I want to go Singapore. Okay I think that reasons would be enough. I'm not gonna change my mind even how hard you convince me. =p

Okay...I know some of you people might want to know the meaning of stunt expert and capoeira expert? Okay...Here's the video for Stunt Expert.



That's the video...and now for the Capoiera Expert.






Most of you might think this is crazy...Hey come on people. This is SPORTS but don't try to copy it if you scared to get injured. Use safety equipments if you want to learn it. If you don't have any safety equipments, then do it lightly. Most important of all you just enjoy and have fun. Don't think negatively. Don't think its impossible. I'll tell you if you can do back flip even once...You won't stop doing it. Hahaha...Well before you do it. Make sure your hands can support your head in case you make a slight wrong movement.

Well I think that's all I can write...If you blur reading it I don't really suprised about it. Haha...Cause Me also Blur Eh...hahaha Anyway Peace~~ ^^

Biggest Online Dance Battle

Biggest Online Dance Battle On Youtube In History Between Step Up Director and Miley & Mandy Show...XD Watch and who do you think gonna win? XD

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That's all I can find about the their dance battle. Haha...The Final Battle is on June 10th 2008 but I cant find their dance battle video. Probably havent been post I guess...hahaha anyway lets enjoy their video.

Worst Saturday

Hmmm...This is a totally worst day. I was going out with my friends and we all going to watch Hancock. You know why I say it is worst day? Well...you know how our country. So much uninvited people such PTI. Lolz...I wonder when will our country manage to clear out all this problems. Since when already they say they gonna wipe all PTI but at the end...More PTI coming. Haha...When we all LOCALS are disturbed by these people. Where are all the policemen? Where are all the security? All gone? Scared? so sad...such COWARDS with a tag of policemen and security. You, policemen and security have weapon on your hands but what's the use if you TOO scared to use it against those PTI that disturb our peaceful living. But when we LOCALS do something bad even just a SMALL SMALL mistake. Oh...My...GOD! You all really fast reaction but when we LOCALS in trouble...WHERE ARE YOU!!! Damn...all those PTI lucky enough not to touch us if not there would be a MAJOR & HUGE fighting in growball. WE DANCE!!! WE DON'T DISTURB ANY LOCALS BUT WHY ARE THOSE F*CKING PTI COME & DISTURB US...YOU ALL SO CALL "SECURITY" RUN AWAY? SCARED? WHAT THAT WEAPON ON YOUR WAIST FOR? BAI LIANG AR? YOUR HEAD LAR BAI LIANG...if those PTI not scared about you "SECURITY". WHY SHOULD WE SCARED? TAI SAI AR!!! You show off your power in front of LOCALS but why SCARED to protect our LOCALS who in TROUBLE? God Damn It...Next time we DANCE and those PTI disturb us...DON'T BLAME US IF WE MAKE THE 1ST MOVE!!! If you jealous because you can't dance? Then JOIN US...We can teach you. Don't use your POWER as security to throw us out. We DIDN'T harm anyone at all.

Okay...Sorry about above. Haha...I can't control my temper actually. T.T...need to join anger management. XD HaHaHa...No way I want to join anger management. I still can control well enough with my temper. =P bluueekkk~~~ wakakakakaka...okokok The main reason why I say this day is worst day is because we got disturb by those PTI or pilaksss while we were dancing. They even PURPOSELY push us...well we did push them back. You know if you dance Hardstyle Shuffle...You can do anything even kick people. Well...you know...=_= Hardstyle use a lot energy and movements. Even your hands move as well. You can even push your enemy away though. Its Funny...HaHaHa...but seriously this is a totally warning to all PTI and pilaksss unless they dance well and not pushing us away. You can dance but don't push us hard. Try hardstyle in front of me when I dance on Pump It Up and try to push me away. You gonna regret it...Hardstyle doesn't mean you only dance hardstyle shuffle. You can modify it into COMBAT DANCE as well. Remember that PTI and pilaksss...Remember how the brazillian throw those french people away by using COPEIRA.

Erm...izzit french people or german who conquer brazil before and make fighting is strictly forbidden. Then brazil create COPEIRA means that a dance that can be use in COMBAT. They DANCE but their STRONG legs are hitting your body and face. HahaHa...I like this dance. If you are caught just say "They in my way while I'm dancing...they can avoid my movement easily but they STUPID enough to come closer" HaHaHa...

Okay loh...Finish loh...Im seriously hungry while writing this down. HaHaHa Well if any of you readers feel that I'm offend you...>.< I'm so so so so SORRY~~

How Did We End Up Here?

How Did We End Up Here?

I'm wondering why too...can't help it. Can't do anything about it...it's all my fault anyway. I had all the chances...but I blew it all away. Haihz...damn it. Sometimes I wish we not couple last time so that we can be friends until now. When you broke up with me...I've been so angry about it but...I can't do anything about it. I respect your decision. When you said "a girl need a guy with wealth"...I really sad and disappointed because I'm not that kind of guy. I'm poor...and you help me a lot. But still I can't do anything about it. Can't repay you for everything you done for me. I always wish you and pray for you to have better guy in your life. I do sad when you have other guy in your life but when I saw him...I'm sad and happy at the same time. He's the one for you. He got everything that you always wanted. He care for you...that's why you fall in love with him. I wish you be happier than last time. I wish you get what you always wanted...I'm happy for you that you didn't end up having lousy BF like me last time and in the future. I feel much relief when you got BF that have future in him. I know your parents don't like me at all. Don't like me to be with you. I been thinking about it all time but I just pretend I didn't know anything. I'm sure you too want to break up with me. It's been so long that you wanted to break up with me but...you didn't. I don't want you stay with me because you feel sympathy of me. You know my future now is totally blank. I wanted to run away but it always comes back. I wanted to forget about you but your face always picture in front of my sight even we never meet after you have new BF. I always wanted to see you smile but...when you start schooling in S.I.A. You changed...you never do what you always do on me. I been looked down so bad because of who I am. Because of being stupid...Because I have so much problems that you can no longer hold it anymore. I'm really sorry...I know you forgive me but how do I forgive myself? How do I forgive myself when I think back everything what I done to you...I can't forgive myself you know. I'm no longer can accept any girl in myself even though there are some girls that I wanted to chase but to think back all the past and all the mistakes I done. It's hard for me to move on...I wish this things never happen but it did and I can't control it. I can't overcome it...I'm too weak. So weak...my parents didn't support me anymore. You're lucky to have parents that still support you. Sometimes I wish I'm a girl...even being a girl is hard but at least they're always supported from parents. As a guy...we sacrifice so much for girls we love. We try our best until our last breath. We know you all appreciate us but...when we done something wrong even it just a small matter. It depends on the person whether He can handle it or not. Most of them can handle it but I can't. I'm too weak...most people says me has "No Life". I did angry about it but...when I keep thinking about it. They are right...damn right about it. Damn right about me. I can't help it...

I do wish there's a girl like you...not 100% same but at least some part of you would be same. Honest, Supportive, Playful, Active & Understanding...that's what I'm looking for. Well...it depends also. I'm looking for someone that really suited me anyway but I'm too picky about it. Haha...anyway...I pray for you so that you would be always in Good Luck & Happy in everything you do. I still feel sad & disappointed but...I'm happy that you not with someone like me. Someone who don't have stable income. Someone who can't even handle small problem. I wish I can change but I still can't. I need some support but I prefer that support would be from the girl I love. Well whoever she is...haha...well that's all. I write everything here just to release all my emotions. Everything how I actually feel right now...I don't wish you to read this too but if you really read it through...

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I don't even know it is related to what I'm trying to do here or not...but I hope you enjoy the songs I gave you...If you come and read it. Hehe...Well...Ja Ne!!! =p

How Do I Feel?

How Do I Feel?

Hmm...let me see. How Do I Feel? man...I feel unhappy, sad, & angry. I don't know what to do...I'm totally no support from my own family. And worst of all is myself...I'm so HATE myself sometimes being so so so lazy. What worst of all...I easily get bullied and do nothing about it. All I do is run away. haihz...Why is my life always have to be like this? Being bullied? What the F*cking hell did I do to those bullies? I did hurt them or anything...I don't want to go back. I'm totally HATE my old self. Please stop bully me!!! Before I lose control of myself...Its better to STOP me!!! haihz...I been bullied so so long time. Can't anyone understand & work as a team? Even I don't know anything...WHY can't you TEACH me!!! WHY are you keep everything to yourself!!! WHY? EVERYONE HAVE TO LEARN MORE EVEN THOUGH HE/SHE KNOWS EVERYTHING!!! That's what STUDY suppose to mean...Its not only for going to school to study. School is where we learn what we should learn but DO YOU LEARN HOW TO RESPECT??? You may KNOW everything BUT you still HUMAN!!! You still NOT the person who control us. EVEN president need to LEARN!!! And YOU? WHO ARE YOU? Even boss need to RESPECT his/her workers. But YOU? WHO the F*cking HELL ARE YOU? You still WORKING!!! YOU ARE NOT THE BOSS!!! YOU EARN NOTHING!!! TRY to do business and DON'T RESPECT your customers like you did on me...YOU WILL NEVER EVER EARN ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE!!! YOU WILL ALWAYS BANKRUPT. Damn it...

Haihz...damn it. I HATE THIS!!! I hate this happen on me every time. I work hard and what I got? A Bully...DAMN IT!!! YOU THINK YOU BIG I SCARED!!! WHAT I SCARED IS MYSELF WHEN I LOSE CONTROL OF MY ANGER!!! You think I like to be my OLD self again? There will no turn back for me...It takes years SO STOP IT!!! I DON'T WANT any BLOODSHED IN MY LIFE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I rather DIE then being that way...haihz...PLEASE...I BEG YOU. Just STOP doing it. STOP making me SUFFER...I'm SUFFERING from controlling my anger. Please...PLEASE~~ T_T