Clubbing Day In The Bed

Yoo~~ hehehe...Now Im going to talk about saturday night where my friends and I go clubbing in The Bed. Well...its been so long I dint go clubbing so why not...lets have a try again. Hmmm...Im gonna admit that this kind of thing totally different experiences. Ok jugak lar...but...the songs totally not my type. Totally no mood to dance coz the songs are different. Actually Im in hip hop world where there are rhythm and beats going on. But clubbing...more to trance, DJ and stuffs. So...yea, totally different. Its nice to have this experience but must always extra careful if not your value might snatch by other people without notice. Today quite crowded...well saturday night mimang lar many people. Hahaha...all got angpao again. I go in free coz my friends got open chivas. So free masuk loh...XD hehehe

I been trying to bring myself to the dance floor but...the songs...totally...not...for...me. =.=" I totally duno what kind of dances I want to perform. Terpaksa sit quietly and watch LENG LUIs dancing. Wah...cantik tu cantik lar but if you touch them mimang their BF boom you~ Hahahaha...But still ok lar. This experiences are very very very seldom to get. Its a new things also. Dont addicted ok liao...Last time I was addicted when I go Razz Ma Tazz but now...I CAN CONTROL liao~ XD hehehe...go there mimang boleh release stress if nothing bad happen lar. ^^

But got one part lar...TOTALLY make me almost puke. Uwekkzz...I CANT believe there are GAYs beside our table. OH MY GOD!!! They are KISSING in front of our table. Damn It...Mo Muntah!!! Uweekkzzz...lucky there's a girl doing sexy dances. Boleh jugak ubah focus. Hiyooo...This is the only worst part ever happen on me. Jauh2 ok lar...nie pulak dekat2. Totally Mao LitZ ooo....diaoo~~ =.="

The best parts? HoHoHo...of coz lar...pretty ladies, sexy ladies, n CUTE ladies. So many chinese girls yg small small and cute cute. @.@" I rili cant take my eyes of those kind of girls. SMALL & CUTE...MT MOST FAVORITE TYPE OF GIRLS. XD hehehe when they dance...hmmm ok lar. Cuci mata jugak...For pretty ladies n sexy ladies, well...ok oso lar but totally not for me lar coz...IM SHORT LAR!!! They all tall tall~~ Im the one not their type...lolz sad oso lar somestimes. But with my body now I thanks to God for giving me quick Reflex & Legs. I cant run FASTER anytime but I lack of stamina. Hahahha so embarrassing...XD

Overall...I give it 7 out of 10. Lost 2 points coz of the GAYS. Lost 1 point for unable to dance. Hahaha...XD Good Experiences anyway...Learn a lot too. ^^ So thanks for reading this post. hahaha Anything just share lar...^^

Happy Chinese New Year

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

To All My Friends,

Happy Chinese New Year on monday 26th Jan 2009. The Year of Ox. Mooo~~ Mooo~~~ XD hehehe wish everyone happy, enjoyable in this year especially those who in a relationship..^^ and good luck! Wish you all get many ang pao that you wanted...^^ hehehe...many money inside la I mean. wakakakakakak not only ang pao...inside the ang pao is important...XD hehehe

Well...that's all.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. Ox Year!!!

My Life Turns Out To Be Worst

Yooo~~ ^^ See my title? hehehe well...I also totally speechless when I know about it. I thought I was able to protect myself but...its seem that I already got "hit". After I knew about it...I try hard thinking about since when I get "hit"? Why do I get "hit"? After 3 days straight of thinking about it...I still fail to find the answer. Hehehe...then I ask myself about my future. What will happen if Im not "cure"? Can I be "saved" again? Can anyone out there totally able to "cure" me? Still no answer...only God knows it. Hehehe ^^ well Im totally sad. Its really hard to know whether you will "cure" or not if you dont even realize you got "hit" already for so long. I dont even know how long already but...I already got into really bad shape. Now I still thinking how to "cure" myself. I feel like no one dare to help me...but Im glad there still someone try their best to help. But...the only one know about his/her situation is yourself. Well...I just realize about it. I hope its not too late to get "cure". And I also hope Im fully cured...I already suffering because of my mistakes especially in love life but that can be changed. Most important is how to "cure" myself? If I cant be "saved"...In the future...Im totally...well...get into worst situation. More pain and suffering is waiting. I dont want that. I want to go Singapore and work there. Earn more money to earn a living. To earn my own life...not depending on my parents. Been trying so hard to think all the solution but still fail. I wondering why...WHY?! damn it...

I will never forgive those selfish and irresponsible people in my life anymore. I been so merciful to those bad people out there. I even help them to solve their problems but what I get is NONE. All I get is BETRAYAL!!! Now its time for merciless heart. I will no longer show mercy to bad people. Not even a little bit mercy. Well unless he honestly change himself to be good people. XD hehehehe

My life turns out to be worst because...well...its truly hard to explain. I can give some hints but you have to face me 1st...XD wehehehehe so that you be more understandable and more careful next time. Well...I thinks thats all I wanna share for now.

p/s : I wanna share what happen on me but...Its really hard to explain. I dont want to see other people suffering so much while the other party happily ever after. I wish God will teach them some lesson when they died or live. Damn so black heart. They really dont know how PAINFUL and SUFFERING it is.

7 attributes

I've got tagged by my eldessst sister...=.=" Ok here goes...copy n paste...done...XD wehehehe joking...

7 attributes of your dream woman/man:

1. Patience...its a must...so that I also can stay patience.

2. Accept me the way I am...can say I also din't know myself very well. Complicated because everytime I change myself. I do anything I want ONLY. That's why this is one thing I can't and very hard to change.

3. Know how to cook...XD this one is a must. Kemahiran hidup ni!!! Later can't take care own family loh. I myself not really good at cooking because honestly I don't have this word "creative" in my life. I can only copy other people idea. Trying hard to modify it. Well...this is me. "Everyone can cook but not everyone can be an artist". Remember that. No one perfect. I can do anything but only copy not original. This is my weakness...

4. Good Listener...XD yalah...every couple out there also must be good listener. I got a lot problems and a lot to show my expression but I can't. I still don't have someone I could REALLY talk to. Searching lar nie...masih mencari. XD

5. Understanding. This one also important to me because...Im a trouble maker sometimes. Well i think...maybe mostly. haha...If i stress, frustrated, or anything that disturb my mind. That one of coz lar...sure find trouble. I still remember I fight with 5 pilipin people without even get touch. I was very very very bad mood that time but kena bodek suddenly. Well...you know what happen. Even the security I punch until nose bleeding. Angry because they duno how to do their work properly. When people in trouble they run. If local buat hal...they come and stop. Really useless...TOTALLY. Im small...but DANGEROUS when fully angry. But nothing to worry...^^ I got disciplin. Only playing games can keep me cool or go out training...sementara single la...XD

6. Share passion with me...I LIKE TRAVELLING! Especially Japan, Korea, Singapore, China, & Hong Kong. WHY? FOOD!!! XD hehehehe...If korea of coz i wan to meet all the FAMOUS breakdancer in the world. Hehehe...Japan? HEALTHY foodsss...Singapore? MAKANAN MURAH & BYK~~ XD...China & Hong Kong? Cooking skills and variety foods. Other place like england, paris n etc...not really into it. Im more to asian. ^^

7. Know how to take care everything. Something like pandai jaga keluarga, jaga diri, n etc. This is important in any relationship. Kalo ndak pandai jaga...susah lar. Takkan sya...Sya pun terlampau byk kelemahan oledi.

7 women/men that you're interested in your lifetime:

Wohohohoo...interest saja lar...not really go for it because nanti orang cakap "You Dreaming larr" haiz...orang gitu mimang sial lar...kasi hilang semangat punya. Tapi sendiri like that...lolz wakakakka

1. BOA (GREAT Dancer)
2. Jolin Tsai (Sexy singer...lolz)
3. Utada Hikaru
4. Wonder Girls (any oso can suma pun cute...XD)
5. Ayumi Hamasaki
6. Horikita Maki (new actress i think)
7. Yui Aragaki (really good at guitar)

This is all my female IDOL. Top one lar...top on the list. XD hehehe Dapat shake hand pun puas hati lar...XD

7 feelings if you went out with the person you're interested in:

1. Dancer. Boleh share dancing idea. Because Im not really good at dancing yet. Must LEARN!!! I know breakdance but not so good at it lar.

2. Gamer. Well...this one not a must but also important. Something like know how to make urself entertain bah. Games also got many types kan? XD wehehehehe not only computer games.

3. Sporty. YAAA!!! This one is a must...so can do sports together anytime. Biar kalah...keep fit jugak tu. If i join tournament or something. She can give me semangat and ideas. XD Audience always see whole game so they know how to set strategy. Player hard...

4. She like to sing. Sometimes I feel really relax if the girl I interested like to sing even she cant sing well but she dare to sing. XD hehehe...

5. Not fully money eater. Means that tidak sebarang guna duit. Know how to use it WISELY lar...XD hehehe shopping also pandai kawal diri. XD If can...know how to stop me from buying junks or something not worth.

6. Dreamy. Day dreaming...this and that. Macam angan2 lar. DREAM~~ what will you do when you got this and that? Something like that. XD hehehe open minded oso lar...

7. Relax and simple. Patience. hehehe I like simple girl but I dun mind if the girl wear TOO sexy. As long as Im there to protect her ok sudah. People peeewwit sama GF pun terpaksa sabar lar...nothing to do oso. Just dun touch lar. Hands oso gone tu~ If she know that person ok lar...Just diam2 walaupun sakit hati jugak kadang2. Patience ma...If she hate that person and that person still touch her. = =+ I dun mind to take some ACTIONS. Cari pasal must give some lesson right?

7 special places you want to visit with your partner:

YAAA...TRAVEL!!! kalo ada duit...sure I go all this place.

1. Japan
2. Korea
3. Singapore
4. China
5. Hong Kong
6. Paris (Honeymmon)
7. Malaysia (Why? banyak beautiful place oso ma)

7 items/special stuff you might want to give as a present to your partner:

WOR...this one ar...hiyooo...got money baru I dpt give eh~

1. Necklace (Diamond)
2. Gym Set (so she know how to keep healthy)
3. PS3 (Together play...XD hehehehe)
4. Rings (hmm...preferable silver coz i dun rili like gold)
5. Dress, Clothes & Pants (seasonal, fashion, & casual...any la...I choose! not u...XD)
6. Handphone (LATEST)
7. Car (MyVi...coz i like it oso...XD)

If I got more money I could give something more better...something like...TRAVELING Tickets...that's the most SUPERB present I could give. XD

7 songs you might want to sing to your partner:

This one ar...oh damn...I really duno which one oo...I think I just put the title coz I dont rili know the singer...hehehe sorry about it. ^^

1. All Of Me
2. My Treasure (Japanese song)
3. I Love You But
4. Tell Me (English song...sing by By: Q...if im not wrong)
5. The Way We Used To Be
6. Don't Tell Me Its Over
7. You Deserve Better

Mostly this song quite...well...sad oso lar...XD

Tag 7 of your friends that you would like them to do this 7 attributes:

1. Beck
2. none
3. none
4. none
5. none
6. none
7. none

Why? Coz...less I rili rapat...Beck...huh...she like kena tag...so I Tag her...muhahahahahhaa Beck I TAG U~~

Bao - Eat You Up

AAARRRGGHHH!!!! This video really inspire me back to dance more...BOA my 1st female IDOL ever. She can dance and sing very very well...Damn...Her dances really make me jealous. I wish I could dance like that "now"...XD but im still in training. Really sad that sabah dont have dancing class such as hip hop and everything that taught by really PROFESSIONAL dancer. Oh well...Luck havent come yet. Just be patient...XD hehehehe

Someday my team and I WILL BE ABLE TO DANCE LIKE THAT!!!

The New Beginning

The New Beginning...

Aaahh~~ =_= Im totally no idea what to write here...hehehe but I do realize something but im not what izzit yet...totally no idea. It just everyday since the 1st Jan 2009 I feel something not right. Something that...well how to explain this...Hmmm >.< aaarrghhh~ Just feel something wrong. Oh well...dun think about tat negative stuffs 1st...woohohohoho but i oso dun have positive stuff...XD wehehehehe...If I have more money than there would be many many many positive stuffs...XD wahahahha no many negative stuffs...Challenging yea huh? XD oh well...just face it. Still not yet CnY...hope CnY day I could get many ang pao as I can...=.=" not just RM20~ Haiyoo...cry loh~ Haiz...nvm lar...better then nothing. XD wahahahaha

Now...

Well currently doing nothing...=_=" I just regret about last time...I spend too much money on games instead of foods...aarrghh~ susah lar...well its not too late for me...This year I definitely must kumpul money!!! Friends invite go out...REJECT!!! muhuhuhahahahah except go training...That is a must...Must getting STRONG!!! XD

I think thats all I wanna share for now...XD hehehe

New Year 2009

New Year 2009

Time pass so so fast...nasib not like running water. Wahahahaha...but seriously. Time really pass so fast. >.< haiz...There still many things to do this year but terpaksa tangguh for New Year. Hmmm...really dont know what to do at all. Blur Blur Future...teruk betul. Sometimes I feel regret for what I am now but only what I learn only can let me survive. I wanna learn new things...But it seem to be late already. Due to the economy now...I really dont dare to learn new things. To be cook really stressful & frustrated. But what to do...only this skills I learn & dint upgrade it so much. Now I just realize I have to move on. But 1st of all I need to change my attitude. I really bad at it. Haiz...susah la like this. Everytime also like this...so so hard to change sometimes. The bad attitude always come back at anytime.

Anyway...I wish everyone Happy New Year. ^^ Good Luck & Stay Healthy always. hehehe...=p I wish my family and my friends always happy. ^^ I also wish I could be happy but...there still many things to do. ^^ hehehe...

Peace...