7 attributes

I've got tagged by my eldessst sister...=.=" Ok here goes...copy n paste...done...XD wehehehe joking...

7 attributes of your dream woman/man:

1. Patience...its a must...so that I also can stay patience.

2. Accept me the way I am...can say I also din't know myself very well. Complicated because everytime I change myself. I do anything I want ONLY. That's why this is one thing I can't and very hard to change.

3. Know how to cook...XD this one is a must. Kemahiran hidup ni!!! Later can't take care own family loh. I myself not really good at cooking because honestly I don't have this word "creative" in my life. I can only copy other people idea. Trying hard to modify it. Well...this is me. "Everyone can cook but not everyone can be an artist". Remember that. No one perfect. I can do anything but only copy not original. This is my weakness...

4. Good Listener...XD yalah...every couple out there also must be good listener. I got a lot problems and a lot to show my expression but I can't. I still don't have someone I could REALLY talk to. Searching lar nie...masih mencari. XD

5. Understanding. This one also important to me because...Im a trouble maker sometimes. Well i think...maybe mostly. haha...If i stress, frustrated, or anything that disturb my mind. That one of coz lar...sure find trouble. I still remember I fight with 5 pilipin people without even get touch. I was very very very bad mood that time but kena bodek suddenly. Well...you know what happen. Even the security I punch until nose bleeding. Angry because they duno how to do their work properly. When people in trouble they run. If local buat hal...they come and stop. Really useless...TOTALLY. Im small...but DANGEROUS when fully angry. But nothing to worry...^^ I got disciplin. Only playing games can keep me cool or go out training...sementara single la...XD

6. Share passion with me...I LIKE TRAVELLING! Especially Japan, Korea, Singapore, China, & Hong Kong. WHY? FOOD!!! XD hehehehe...If korea of coz i wan to meet all the FAMOUS breakdancer in the world. Hehehe...Japan? HEALTHY foodsss...Singapore? MAKANAN MURAH & BYK~~ XD...China & Hong Kong? Cooking skills and variety foods. Other place like england, paris n etc...not really into it. Im more to asian. ^^

7. Know how to take care everything. Something like pandai jaga keluarga, jaga diri, n etc. This is important in any relationship. Kalo ndak pandai jaga...susah lar. Takkan sya...Sya pun terlampau byk kelemahan oledi.

7 women/men that you're interested in your lifetime:

Wohohohoo...interest saja lar...not really go for it because nanti orang cakap "You Dreaming larr" haiz...orang gitu mimang sial lar...kasi hilang semangat punya. Tapi sendiri like that...lolz wakakakka

1. BOA (GREAT Dancer)
2. Jolin Tsai (Sexy singer...lolz)
3. Utada Hikaru
4. Wonder Girls (any oso can suma pun cute...XD)
5. Ayumi Hamasaki
6. Horikita Maki (new actress i think)
7. Yui Aragaki (really good at guitar)

This is all my female IDOL. Top one lar...top on the list. XD hehehe Dapat shake hand pun puas hati lar...XD

7 feelings if you went out with the person you're interested in:

1. Dancer. Boleh share dancing idea. Because Im not really good at dancing yet. Must LEARN!!! I know breakdance but not so good at it lar.

2. Gamer. Well...this one not a must but also important. Something like know how to make urself entertain bah. Games also got many types kan? XD wehehehehe not only computer games.

3. Sporty. YAAA!!! This one is a must...so can do sports together anytime. Biar kalah...keep fit jugak tu. If i join tournament or something. She can give me semangat and ideas. XD Audience always see whole game so they know how to set strategy. Player hard...

4. She like to sing. Sometimes I feel really relax if the girl I interested like to sing even she cant sing well but she dare to sing. XD hehehe...

5. Not fully money eater. Means that tidak sebarang guna duit. Know how to use it WISELY lar...XD hehehe shopping also pandai kawal diri. XD If can...know how to stop me from buying junks or something not worth.

6. Dreamy. Day dreaming...this and that. Macam angan2 lar. DREAM~~ what will you do when you got this and that? Something like that. XD hehehe open minded oso lar...

7. Relax and simple. Patience. hehehe I like simple girl but I dun mind if the girl wear TOO sexy. As long as Im there to protect her ok sudah. People peeewwit sama GF pun terpaksa sabar lar...nothing to do oso. Just dun touch lar. Hands oso gone tu~ If she know that person ok lar...Just diam2 walaupun sakit hati jugak kadang2. Patience ma...If she hate that person and that person still touch her. = =+ I dun mind to take some ACTIONS. Cari pasal must give some lesson right?

7 special places you want to visit with your partner:

YAAA...TRAVEL!!! kalo ada duit...sure I go all this place.

1. Japan
2. Korea
3. Singapore
4. China
5. Hong Kong
6. Paris (Honeymmon)
7. Malaysia (Why? banyak beautiful place oso ma)

7 items/special stuff you might want to give as a present to your partner:

WOR...this one ar...hiyooo...got money baru I dpt give eh~

1. Necklace (Diamond)
2. Gym Set (so she know how to keep healthy)
3. PS3 (Together play...XD hehehehe)
4. Rings (hmm...preferable silver coz i dun rili like gold)
5. Dress, Clothes & Pants (seasonal, fashion, & casual...any la...I choose! not u...XD)
6. Handphone (LATEST)
7. Car (MyVi...coz i like it oso...XD)

If I got more money I could give something more better...something like...TRAVELING Tickets...that's the most SUPERB present I could give. XD

7 songs you might want to sing to your partner:

This one ar...oh damn...I really duno which one oo...I think I just put the title coz I dont rili know the singer...hehehe sorry about it. ^^

1. All Of Me
2. My Treasure (Japanese song)
3. I Love You But
4. Tell Me (English song...sing by By: Q...if im not wrong)
5. The Way We Used To Be
6. Don't Tell Me Its Over
7. You Deserve Better

Mostly this song quite...well...sad oso lar...XD

Tag 7 of your friends that you would like them to do this 7 attributes:

1. Beck
2. none
3. none
4. none
5. none
6. none
7. none

Why? Coz...less I rili rapat...Beck...huh...she like kena tag...so I Tag her...muhahahahahhaa Beck I TAG U~~

Bao - Eat You Up

AAARRRGGHHH!!!! This video really inspire me back to dance more...BOA my 1st female IDOL ever. She can dance and sing very very well...Damn...Her dances really make me jealous. I wish I could dance like that "now"...XD but im still in training. Really sad that sabah dont have dancing class such as hip hop and everything that taught by really PROFESSIONAL dancer. Oh well...Luck havent come yet. Just be patient...XD hehehehe

Someday my team and I WILL BE ABLE TO DANCE LIKE THAT!!!

The New Beginning

The New Beginning...

Aaahh~~ =_= Im totally no idea what to write here...hehehe but I do realize something but im not what izzit yet...totally no idea. It just everyday since the 1st Jan 2009 I feel something not right. Something that...well how to explain this...Hmmm >.< aaarrghhh~ Just feel something wrong. Oh well...dun think about tat negative stuffs 1st...woohohohoho but i oso dun have positive stuff...XD wehehehehe...If I have more money than there would be many many many positive stuffs...XD wahahahha no many negative stuffs...Challenging yea huh? XD oh well...just face it. Still not yet CnY...hope CnY day I could get many ang pao as I can...=.=" not just RM20~ Haiyoo...cry loh~ Haiz...nvm lar...better then nothing. XD wahahahaha

Now...

Well currently doing nothing...=_=" I just regret about last time...I spend too much money on games instead of foods...aarrghh~ susah lar...well its not too late for me...This year I definitely must kumpul money!!! Friends invite go out...REJECT!!! muhuhuhahahahah except go training...That is a must...Must getting STRONG!!! XD

I think thats all I wanna share for now...XD hehehe

New Year 2009

New Year 2009

Time pass so so fast...nasib not like running water. Wahahahaha...but seriously. Time really pass so fast. >.< haiz...There still many things to do this year but terpaksa tangguh for New Year. Hmmm...really dont know what to do at all. Blur Blur Future...teruk betul. Sometimes I feel regret for what I am now but only what I learn only can let me survive. I wanna learn new things...But it seem to be late already. Due to the economy now...I really dont dare to learn new things. To be cook really stressful & frustrated. But what to do...only this skills I learn & dint upgrade it so much. Now I just realize I have to move on. But 1st of all I need to change my attitude. I really bad at it. Haiz...susah la like this. Everytime also like this...so so hard to change sometimes. The bad attitude always come back at anytime.

Anyway...I wish everyone Happy New Year. ^^ Good Luck & Stay Healthy always. hehehe...=p I wish my family and my friends always happy. ^^ I also wish I could be happy but...there still many things to do. ^^ hehehe...

Peace...

Breakdance!!!

BREAKDANCE!!!

This is the 2nd reason why I want to be strong....HOHOHO becoz I wanna dance!!! Let me show you why I like to breakdance...1st reason...See these videosss~~~











Nice Videos isn't it? Hahaha...Well...They are my Idol especially Bboy Baek...His skills really make me jealous so much. @.@" I dont care how long I can be like him as long as I be able to dance like that someday. XD hehehe

Sometimes jealousy also give us strength not to give up quickly. XD hehehe

Merry Christmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! ^^

Hehehe...well...Im happy to see everyone happy on Christmas Day. But for me...Im not really happy at all. ^^ I duno why but...at least my friends all happy. Hahaha...I wish everyone happy and good luck everything what they doing. I go church today and I wish everyone be happy except me. I ask for God to take care all my friends especially my ex and her BF. Well...I wish they happy together. ^^ I ask for suffering more so that I can pay back my loses past 3 years. I've been enjoying so much this years and never think about my future. Well I did sometimes but it stress me more. What I cant forgive myself is when I was with my ex. I didn't listen to her and always keep secret from her. Its not that im lying about my relationship. Its that I lie for her own good...I dont wan to hurt her. Her parents doesn't seem to like me anyway so I think it is better I accept every decision she made. hahaha...Now im glad that she didn't choose BF someone like me again. She with someone who have stable career and really can take care of her. Not like me...I have no bright future yet. I was really such a fool for not listening to anyone especially Her. I've been so stubborn. Now Im very regret about it. I wish I could turn back time to correct all my mistakes but...even I could turn back time. It doesn't mean anything too. Why? because this is what life really mean. People won't become strong if there's no BIG WALL in front of them. Either climb the wall or destroy it. Im still hurt about it but...hehehe ^^ at least they all happy. They happy Im happy. That's enough...there still many roads in front of me. I choose one road which will suffer me more but I must pay all my debts and my stupidity for past 3 years. I must repay everything if not I couldn't forgive myself for it. ^^ Anyway...I wish everyone safety because every end of years. There's always danger going on. I really hate those low life people for disturbing our peace. I really do hate it. That's why this is one of the reason I want to be strong even though I have weak heart. Doesn't mean I have weak body and mind. XD heheheh puji diri sendiri dulu. Must lar...cannot stay low ony ma...XD hehehehe

Haiz...susah lar become small like this. Not tall enough...Tall and big people owez bully me. I really hate it. But im glad God give me speed that I been wanted but I will end up exhausted. hahaha...Laju tu laju but at the end...BOOM...K.O. Tired...wakakakakaka Last time I almost out of breath coz of testing my running. Very fast but...im almost collapse. @.@" hampir hampir black out. Damn...hehehe nvm lar...XD

Anyway...I wish everyone the best and happy owez. ^^ Good Luck in everything what u guys been doing now. Stay healthy and Strong. ^^

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!!

So into jealousy but...=p

Haaah~~ hahaha...so into jealousy...=p Hehehe

Sometimes...I duno why and which part of me that makes me happy while watching other people life out there especially those who in a relationship. Its like...I duno...but kinda nice n calm to watch them smile to each other, holding hands, some put their heads on shoulder while holding hands n etc. Hahaha...so jealous but weird that it dint make me sad or disappointed about last time. =p...I think i should become photographer. Let me take photo for those who in a relationship. XD hehehe really damn it oh me...like stalker. I think really stalker. WAakakakkakaak but i dont think malaysian people like their photo taken while their holding hands or doing anything couple thingy. Why? Hiya....MALU la apa lagi. Nvm de lar...XD I put it in my mind ok edi...or make blog without photo. XD

I dedicated all this songs for them and anyone who read this post...^^















Hantam sja...duno suits or not...Nice songs I just put in ony...XD hehehe