I Feel... ... ... ...XD Hehehehehe

Aaaarrgghh!!! XD hehehehe I'm not sure why I do that but I feel like...I FINALLY FREE FROM MY OWN CHAIN!!! NICE!!! hahahahaha...Its been so long since I lost myself this past months. ^^ hehehe...even though I still feel part of me already lost and can never be found again but...I feel much MUCH MUCHHHH BETTER now. Hahaha...I just feel FREE as the bird fly in the sky!!! Wahhh so so nice feeling~~~ ^^ hahaha...

Most of my friends wondering why I suddenly become like this...Well let's just say I taken a "Road" that I lost last time. I have return to that "Road" again and I feel much more better with it. ^^ hehehe...What? What? You want to know what "Road" is it? Hehehehehe = =+ no way I'm going to tell you this. ^^ hehehe I will only tell when I achieve most of my GOALS...^^ hehehe...

Most important of all!!! I FEEL FREE!!!~~~~ Hahahahaha...Damn I want to go beach and scream gao gao...Aaaaaarrrgghhh~~~!!! XD hahahaha...Crazy huh? That's even good...this is ME. ^^ No more pretending...Enough with all the SUFFERING~~ Just be myself again...taking the lost "Road". Ho Ho Ho...

*TODAY*
Okay...today also face very challenging high hill. DAMN...1st time to fail go up the hills....T_T...it is super high hills that my mum's Avanza also having problem to go up properly. T_T my skills need to improve more~~~ Oh well...at least I get it at last. Hahaha After several times car balik2 go down...wahahahahaha damn I also laugh when I try to go up. XD Can't believe I can do it in short time...

Well That's all I wanna share...^^

YOSH!!! GAMBATTE!!! muhuhuhuhahahahhaa

Crazy Day

Hahaha...Today so so crazy~~~ Why? =.=" Because whole day in k.k area. Play games, window shopping, and gai gai like sot sot people. Something like you saw something you would say "HUIYOOO... ... ...Yenggg ooh..." lolz hahaha...damn stupid.

12pm reach k.k CP...

Gai gai and walk walk until 2pm and go basement floor eat lunch time at the... ...Rice Duck/Duck Rice shop. Wah...so so little rice~~ nevermind lar...good for diet also. Hahaha...after that window shopping... ...=.=" Sooooooo BORING larr C.P!!! Nothing new...all clothes OUTDATED. Haihzzz...

3.30pm go 5th floor Growball...

=_= this is where our crazy time begin...always tekken tekken tekken. Play until crazy...I wonder waste how much money already. Damn...can't control when it is so so fun. Hahaha

4pm...go yam cha at k.k Fook Yuen...

I wonder I spell it right or not...oh well people would understand also. HoHoHo...YaAaaaammm Cha...chinese tea ping...bla bla chit chat...talk nonsense. Hiya...that's how we spend out time loh...nothing to do. Better than getting into trouble. Hahaha...yam cha until 5pm...OKAY...GO HOME TIME.

At home...yalah tu...I cook for dinner. Tired but cook fast fast because wan go out ma...mana tau 9pm baru go out...damn next time I cook slowly. =.=" can rest rest listen to music.

ok...around 8pm+++ lar go out go C.P again...but 1st go Fook Yuen Yam Cha because some friends hungry and want to eat. After that...=.=" sure C.P 5th Floor...Another tiring journey...Tekken Tekken Tekken...but this time got add 1 more...that is Dance Machine called "Pump It Up Zero"...My stupid friend so so crazy to choose SUPER HARD...God damn it...if it wasn't because of that song I would still have enough energy to play more. >.< exercise ma~~~ fun and good for health. Burn more FATS...hehehehe try play play lar...don't be shy. It's FUN...really...TRUST ME!!! XD hehehe...don't peduli those farking FAN ZAI...they know nothing about FUN and EXERCISE really means. Let them laugh gao gao...Im pretty sure they run if you ask them to play the dance machine. Hahahaha...So...we play until 12.40am. Our only game is Tekken 6 then Pump It Up...only this 2 games my friend and I play continuously until 12.40am. Wahhh...now Im writing this blog also using back-up battery already. So Tired but not sleepy!! WHY AR~~~ >.<

Okay...End Of Story.

Fun & Exercise...Enjoy Youth While You Can. XD hehehe

- Rick _

I blew up my biggest chance

I won't tell when this happen but I felt so regret about it. Well...you all wanna know what happen? Here goes...

There was a girl...hmmm I think 16 years old. 0.o OMG so so young...well who cares about that. She's...cute, friendly, funny and caring but...now we never contact each other again. Why? Because I rejected her love. Well...to think about it back I felt kinda regret. Very regret...after keep reading the messages that she SMS me. I rejected her because...you know...I still can't accept love that moment. I tell myself that what will happen to us if I accepted her? I never knew. I just felt sorry about it to reject such nice girl. Well some of you might understand this or not and some of you might saying that I'm stupid. Hmmm...I think I'm stupid. =_= so cute and leng lui the girl with nice personality...WHO WON'T ACCEPT HER LOVE? Lolz...ME!!! How stupid I am...I did test her before and...well...she failed but finally she succeeded it. But still...=.= I rejected her. Damn...well I guess that kind of girl won't stay single for long. Hahaha...hiya so so leng lui and cute can stay single meh? lolz...sure got people kao her lar. Hahaha...as long as she happy that enough for me loh even though we no longer contact each other (she changed her phone number).

Well I think that's all about it. Its not long story actually if I write everything up. I don't even remember what I do that she so sudden to love me. Probably Love at first sight...well to tell the truth...I no longer trust Love anymore. Why? I am not sure at all. I'm very confused these days. Hahaha...stupid right? Its the biggest chance I ever had but I blew it. 0.o" and also I don't trust love at first sight anymore...Love is not just Love. Its a feeling that you need to understand and control it if not...even when you're in couple you won't last long. Probably like...Puppy Love. Even though you say you got experiences and understand it well...then why still end up break up? But whatever it is...I wish all the couples in this world to have fun and happy memories. ^^ hahaha...If want break up. Break up nicely...don't make people feel broken heart.

Okay bla bla bla...That's all.
Thanks for reading it.
Peace and please no Hard feeling. ^^

My Dreams...

I write this blog according to what I've dream of...=_= It is about something I read in my dream but I don't know what it is...I think I just have to write it down because I can't get my mind off it. Maybe I should share this thing...or maybe not.


NOT FORGOTTEN

Your words have made my heart dance,
and your smile have made me weak on my knees,
Day after day all thoughts of you were filled in my mind,
Before we were just friends, soon become acquaintances, even pals,
last but not least we're together.

Always shower me with ruby red roses that felt like touched and kissed with love. The way you hold my hand gently as we drove around in my car. The way you hug me tight and share your warmth. The way your eyes light me up in everyday life. Nevertheless, time goes by quickly that our relationship reached a rut, and there was no turning back. Our tender kisses could no longer sparkling, once saw in each other eyes just didn't shine brightly. The loneliness strangled me. I knew by the way you hold me. You have whispered 3 Magical Words into my ear on our time...I always have you.


Music and Laughter danced in the hot humid air.
Feeling quite embarrassed by the choice of my words.
Summer turned into fall...

I wanted you to take me out on dates and send me flowers,
I wanted to share that perfect kiss with you as you hug me gently in arms,
I felt warm tears roll down the sides of my cheeks as I thought about you of every cares that you have given me.
You as my best charm I thank you.
Lying down on my bed, while my mind kept thinking of you.
On the overwhelming to get me away from danger.
We conversed with true feeling within us.
Tender loving care all around.
I realize that if I didn't have you in me, my memories wouldn't be so sweet.
My memories of us were so wonderful.
All those days turned to months, months turned to years.
We were what everyone once called the perfect couple.
We were sweethearts.
That it is now...you will never be forgotten.


Hmmm...as I keep reading on what I just write. =_= I'm getting confused...its like 1 couple write each other a message. Like a boy write about his brokenheart to a girl that break up with him...and a girl write about how appreciate it is to have a BF that she was with. Oo0o0oKay...That's weird. As I read the lower parts it sounds like a girl is trying to say that she's appreciate everything that the boy given to her and telling the boy that he will never be forgotten. As I read upper parts it sounds like a boy feel betrayed and disappointed that he trying to convince the girl not to break up with him. Aarrghh I'm confused...Is this really dream? =_= darn it...3 days straight on same dreams but still I don't get what I just read. Oh well...hahaha

Thanks for reading it...
Peace...

Boring Journey

Aaahhh~~ So So Boring~~ Today go out...go to cp...hiyooo...why ar? so so boring eh~~ so regret go out...=_=" all I can do is window shopping...T.T and nothing that attract me...isk...no update clothes meh? pants ar? jeans ar? Don't have meh? hiyooo...I am so sad~~ want go one borneo also don't have car~ uhuhuhuh lazy use bus...rather go home. >.<~ really bored~ reach home also bored~ hiyoooo I wish got event or something~ can go see see something special~

Bored~
Bored~
Bored~
Bored~
Bored~
Bored~
Bored~

Booo0o0oooo000ooored~~

I'm Flying~~~ Without~~~ Wings~~~ Fiiiuuuuu drop and ouch~~

=.=" bored until sot jor...

Thursday

Ahh...Today quite something. Hahaha...why? well here's the story. Its about this puppy that being bully by wild dogs. So cham eh...big dogs bully small puppy. Of course you can't take it and sure you will save that CUTE puppy right? Hahaha...So I did save this small puppy but I don't know who's puppy is it...Well I just scared those wild dogs away. Sure I did hit all of the wild dogs. Must give some lessons mah...But after what...I can't believe the puppy stay in my house under my dad's car. I think hiding probably because those wild dogs not allowed to go in my house. I keep thinking who's puppy is this. Why no one searching for it? =.=" so ke lian eh...so terpaksa loh. I take care of it a while but my parents don't like it. That's even make me more sad. It just a puppy...imagine you're the puppy and someone save you. Sure you go to safe place ma right? lolz how stupid are my parents sometimes...But...what can I do? >.< It is BIG responsibility but what if the puppy got bully again...who gonna save it? Hiyoo...I wish the owner of the puppy would searching for it. I don't have enough energy to take care everything by myself. I'm so busy with something...I do want to take care for it but my parents...haihz you know lar~~ puppy sure piss here piss there ma but can train de ma...hiyooo...so that's how it happen loh. The puppy follow me back home...I just left it like that. Give some foods and drinks. That's all lur...I'm kinda miss my favorite dog anyway. =_= my super escape expert dog...Sometimes I really hate him escape and go out from house but so sad someone give him poison foods. T.T I hate whoever give my dog poison foods. Who won't miss his/her dog when you have so much fun together? You train it well...but he/she learn a lot.

Okay enough for that...I talk nonsense again. Well thanks for reading my blog. Whoever you are anyway...Hahaha Thanks...

Mata Ne...

Sunday - Good "EXPERIENCE"

Today I watch 2 movies...WOR...oook oook lar~~

3.30pm - 1st movie

I watch Journey To The Center Of The Middle Earth...Hmmm am I spelling it right? Correct me if im wrong. Okay...about this movie it is talk about... ... ...I have no idea at all. All I know its like...A world within a world. Isn't it? Not sure because I really don't understand what's the movie all about...hahaha Its like a lot of it been cut. @.@" damn...oh well i would give it 3.5 out of 5. Why? Because I don't understand the movie.

7.10pm - 2nd movie

I watch Hellboy II...Wuuu~~~ this one nice. But I'm not going to talk about it because the story quite complicated. Its all about reclaiming and conquering stuffs, and many more. Really complicated for me to explain. Haha...I would rate it 4 our of 5. Well...that's for me lar. I don't know about you all. Probably some of you might give 5 out of 5. Some might give 3 out of 5. It depends...^^ hehehe...

9.00pm - Yam Cha Time

Ya...I really need water. So regret didn't buy drinks...=_= I'm totally suffering of THIRST for 2 damn hours. Oh it is really sux...>.< Yam Cha Time...The most interesting topic we talk about it is all...about...ghost stories. Hehehe...It depends how you "EXPERIENCE" it but don't go TOO far or you gonna end up scared yourself. Hahaha...well...to tell the truth I like this topic because it make me scared and FORGET about my problems. Too bad...tomorrow I wake up I forget everything & no scared at all. Problems always conquer me this days but oh well...No Pain No Gain right? Hahaha...Just face it anyway. About my last relationship? Well...It hurts but...hahaha I happy for her. Hey...wait a minute. Why did I think about my past relationship again? Damn...Its a BIG oops. XD hehehe sorry about it. I just can't get over it. Still need time. Okay forget about my past relationship...Let's talk about...Wuu~~ Wuu~~ Wuu~~ XD hehehe know what I mean? NO YELLOW BRAIN PLEASE THANK YOU...XD hehehe I'm talking about...G _ _ _ T...XD well you know "what" is it right? anyway if you really scared about it we talk about it in the morning. If you want to experience FEAR? Then...come meet us. Let's SHARE~~~ XD I got a lot "EXPERIENCE" when I'm alone at home. When I was in relationship with my GF also got de at her house but...MUST KEEP QUIET later she can't sleep tu~~~ XD HAHAHA...It's TRUE. I can't sleep at all because I got "DISTURB". You know what I mean...^^

Okay lar...Enough lar. Lazy type about that topic. Want to know about it let's go yam cha at night and talk about it. hohoho just kidding...XD no hard feeling...XD